forgive and forget? yes? no?

remember in my previous entry i mentioned bout the things i learnt while i was watching anugerah? only now, i realised i learnt more than what i thought. REALLY &it amazed me.

while waiting for the show to start, i learnt not to judge the person by their looks, appearance or whatnots. in other words, NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER. for instance, i had to sit beside a secondary school mat and somehow, the first impression i had was that i will have to watch a boring and typical mat behaviour. BUT..i was wrong. that mat was more like a simple guy despite his look and the way he dresses. he was also very friendly and surprisingly, funny too !

2nd. i learnt that we should NEVER ever take things or the people around us for granted. especially our loved ones. without us realising it, we may have hurt any of them in any way &so, the best but yet the most seldom action we take, is to learn the lesson and apologise. that very moment i watched the scene, i thought of some people whom i`ve hurt unintentionally. i promised myself that i would apologise to them as soon as possible.

&as soon as the show started, i learnt even more things. in fact, i realised a few things too.

i observed the three hosts, the four finalists and also the supporters. i realised even more things which are quite painful for me to accept it. it`s about dream, career and interest. sheesh ! however, i was praying to god hoping that whatever decision i`ve made will be a frutiful one cos i don`t wish to regret my decision.

whoa. i`m quite amazed by how this small silly insignificant show could make me realise a lot of things and at the same time, teach me a few lessons. i`m so grateful !

&now, before i apologise to the few people, i wish to say a few words. my intention to apologise has got nothing to do with being the "indecisive" girl all of u thought i am. i just feel the need to apologise after what i saw. i know explaining the scene won`t make any impact on any of u but it sure did affect me. therefore, from the bottom of my heart, i wish to apologise for all the things i`ve done, the words i`ve said and the attitude i`ve shown which might have hurt u in any way. i wish to start it all over again but i know it`s not possible. so all i ask for is forgiveness and we both forget the past. how does it sounds?

yoursunshine, temasekpoly and makbapak. how? (okeh, i hope u understand the codes cos i can`t think of any name for u to know who u really are. heh)