if only..

as i`m typing this, tears are rolling down this two burger-like cheeks of mine..

i don't understand why it has to happen yet again..

i thought i`ve done my best to refrain to happen again..

but i was wrong..

it just happen again and again..it just did.

sometimes, i do stop..

and wonder..

where did i go wrong..

at which point did i make the mistake..

but then again..

it remains as a question..

it just left me hanging..

wondering..

alone..

if only u were here..

to give me the strength..

like u always did..

but then again..

that was then.