Mixed feelings, c0nfuse mind, ------- <3

Where did i stop at? Hmm..the fireworks at esplanade right? Yeah. Erm..the next day which was yesterday, went to watch fireworks again with sayang, rudy, zur, faisal and fadzly. Went out with sayang before that and we had fun together. While waiting for fireworks to begin, i had some serious talk with sayang. What did shee do? Yes, u guessed it right. She cried. Why? Cos last yr, on that day, we were still with our lovers. Yeah, i acted as if i'm strong. I didn't want sayang to cry even more so i just kept back the tears and let the heart tolerate the pain. One thing for sure is..time heals everything. I know that sayang knows what i mean and it shall be understood between us only kays.

Today, u know what day is it today? Know or not? You don't know? Dang! It's khairul anwar bin ibrahim's birthday! Yes, that mangkok boy. He turned 16 today! Aww... Happy 16th birthday, boy! Hope u have a wonderful day just now. Do u like the thing i gave you? U're getting ur malay results tmr rite? The result shall be b3. N i'm waiting for the treat. Nyehaha.

Oh well, i received a msg from that someone but didn't reply. Why? Cos i didn't know what to say. That someone called to ask if i receive that msg and i just said yes. I don't know why but i didn't have the strength to talk. He tried telling me those stories and all i replied was, "hp die rosak gaknyer." (read: his hp's spoilt, maybe.) N before he could go on to another topic, i tried to end the call. He only had the chance to say something bout tonite but all i could do was, smile. Yeah, as if he could see me smiling. Haha.

Chatting with shaz now. Well, a serious talk again, maybe? Haha. Well, more to pouring out of feelings. I guess all of you knows why we pour out our feelings, rite? If you don't know, too bad for you.

To those taking their malay results tmr, g0od luck people! Pray hard that u'll get distinction! I'll pray for all of you, okay?

Dah. I'm done.