Yea, i`m blogging again cos i just have to.

I need to type out the things that my mind are talking.

I know it would turn out this way.

I`ve already expected it way before hand.

I know you`re mad.

I know you`re frustrated.

I know you`re confused.

I know you`re dissapointed.

I know exactly how u`re feeling.

I know exactly why u`re feeling that way.

But then, i won`t assume anymore.

Cos, i`ve always done that.

I know all that cos you didn`t contact me after that.

Actually, i already knew that you won`t.

BUT..

after hearing that you will when you receive IT, i was convinced that you would.

BUT..

you didn`t.

I guess now you know why i was staring at you blankly..

smiling when you teased me..

smiling when you said i was so into you..

grinning when you were being so talkative..

helding your hand tightly...

&hugging you tightly.

In case you don`t, it`s because i`ve already expect your reaction and the situation to be.

I know i won`t get a positive reaction out of this.

I just know.

So i thought i would make full use of that outing since it would be the last time i could hear your voice and see your face.

But please, allow me to explain further.

The reason i did that was to make everything clear.

I didn`t want to be in that situation anymore.

I`m tired to be treated that way.

I`m sick of it.

I just need to be taken seriously.

Boy, that was my only intention.

I guess your intentions are good too.

I think you were just trying to make me feel happy and appreciated and loved.

Honestly, i appreciate that.

BUT..Reality check; we don`t belong together.

I`m not trying to make you feel like i`m blaming or accusing you.

Why would i do that?

I freaking **** you.

I know by this time, you have already finished reading what`s given to you.

I may not know how u reacted to it but i sure do know how u`re feeling.

Honestly, i don`t wish it to end here.

But if you`ve already decided to end it, i`ve got no other choice but to follow it.

Just know that, whatever it is, i won`t stop loving you.

I`m happy as long as you`re happy!

Pssssttt! I love you.

1. I`m not blaming you.

2. I know your good intentions but it won`t last, you see.

3. I won`t disturb you if that means making you happy.

4. Don`t bother bout me. I`ll be just fine.

I`m truly sorry if i`ve hurt you in any way. I just want you to be happy. That`s all that i ever wanted.