So near but yet..so far

Spend few hours after school to finish up the use case narrative and editing of the BPM project. I was all alone with some of the classmates which i'm not close to. Suddenly, "1 new message received." YAY! Bebeh msg me. She wanted to meet me while waiting for fezal. Since the lab that i was using is going to have a class, i went out to look for bebeh. She was walking towards the lab. YAY! I met bebeh. Went to the toilet. N i realised something bout us. We were wearing a black shirt with white tube inside. HAHA. Black slippers for me and white high heals for her. BLack and white day ehh. Heh. Went interchange with bebeh to top up my card then i accompanied her to take bus 18. I'm just so happy to meet her. So so happy..

Mother was being extra nice today. She wanted to feed me when i was about to eat. But well, i wanted to spend some time eating alone so i ignored her. HEH. Then, she told me not to talk bad things bout Li. I just hate it when i'm eating and people will start nagging. It's like as if there's no other time to talk. The thing is..i hate it when people disturb me when i'm having some quality time with the food. Heee.. So anyway, i just showed my 'i'm-not-happy-with-what-u-just-said' face and she said.."mak cumer nak betulkan jer." (read: i'm just trying to correct u.) Now i get it! She's being nice to me because she wants to find fault with me. AHH! Now i know.. Alarh. I don't like it when people say things that i don't do. I mean..i do talk bout Li but that's the truth per. It's not like i said something which is so not him kann. I think i better keep quiet from now on when the aunties and uncles ask bout him. I'll just tell bebeh bout him, like what i just did just now. LOL.

Oh phyllis, i just realised what u said was true. Everyday, without fail, i always have a fight with someone. Heh. Yelahh, pasal aku jahat per.

I was sitting with eugene that day and suddenly he said, "i think this song suits u." Hmm, u guys think so?

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more?

Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life. . .

Keep on taggin people! =) TATA LOVELIES!