18TH BIRTHDAY!

How would u feel if u hear a loud noise coming from ur window early in the morning?
How would u feel if u got a surprise on ur birthday without being suspicious at all?
How would u react if someone knocks on ur door while u were lazing on bed?


I was lazing on my bed early this morning when i heard someone knocking loudly on my window and i thought it was some kids playing tricks on me. hahah! then i heard a few voices which i thought were some makcik who wanted to sell some crackers. haha! i just hid and seconds later, my window was forced open by the "makciks" so i got a bit agitated and decided to find out who was it and when i looked out of the window....."AHHHHH!!!! PANTAT KORG!"


Yes, i was punk'd. LOL! The makciks was actually fathin, hajar n iffah. So they already planned this way before my birthday. Fathin was supposed to go batam, iffah was supposed to go mama shop and hajar wasn't supposed to wish me at all! HAHAHAHA! thanks eh korg. so they saw me while i was still in my pyjamas and has not taken my bath at all.

After which, they force me to unwrap the presents, take a very quick bath, dress up and rush down to mcdee for breakfast. yes, they are my frens. hehe! although we spent so little time together, i just love how much we show the love to each other! thanks for everything darlings! hehehee.

After leaving the rest of them, went to meet aim. Yes, the guy who was soooooo excited for my birthday and i still couldn't believe that u cried! HAHAHA. Well, i won't elaborate on what happened but i really had a GREAT time with him! Really, tk bedek! Hehehehe. Oh yes, thanks for planning with kamal and the rest of the cousins to have the dedication for me and kak ita! We really love it! Touching laaaaaa! LOL!




Aim; thanks for today! I LOVEEEEEE IT! =)




Mizah; awwww, thanks la eh! hehehe.




Last but not least, i wanna thank those who wished me such as:

- Fathin

-Hajar

-Iffah

-Edel

-Aim

-Faizal

-Nizam

-Rudy

-Zur

-Ahmad

-Alfian

-Arman

-Lina

-Mira

-Kak Sita

-Anoi

-Ayul

-Khai

-Khairul

-Shahirah

-Farahliyana

-Boboy

-Yati

-Kamal

-Siti

-Kak Su

&many more whose name i can't recall now. heh! be it thru msn, friendster, phone call, face to face or sms. Really appreciate it! Without u guys, it won't mean nothing to me. Heheeh! Thanks for all the presents too. Muacks!

I DAH LEGAL OKAY!
HEHEHEH!

& Very sorry for the very baddd english, my brain's not functioning, i'm sleeeeeeepppppy!

Hey you..

things have not been getting better. it's getting worse. it's getting out of hand.

To YOU, i know it's of no use to talk about it anymore but allow me to explain myself. i know i'm the only one to be blamed for everything that happened. i know i wasn't supposed to even approach him in the first place but trust me, i had no intention to make all that happen. it just did. without me planning. i thought u knew about it. i really thought u were okay with it. but sadly, it was all a lie. maybe u can't see it because u keep having the thought that i'm the destoyer, but, look at the different angle, i was being kept in the dark too. if i knew about it , i wouldn't let it happen at all, really.


i guess u're right. i'm nothing compared to you. i'm not special at all to be compared to you. i'm nothing, hopeless and useless. but girl, i do have feelings to. maybe u can't see from my side but it's difficult too being in this position.


it's just so funny that whenever i think bout it, i have a lot to say to you but whenever my fingers hit the keyboard, i just couldn't type out what i have in mind. u can blam e me for all u want. u can hate me, u can even punch me. cos i know whatever i do, u won't be able to accept what i've done. from the bottom of my heart, i'm really sorry. yes, you would think i'm kidding but turst me, i can't stop feeling guilty and all. it just hunt me all day long. i really hope we could settle this one and for all. at least u would feel at ease and i could at least feel rest my mind for a while. but then again..it's ur choice to listen to my side of story after i've heard urs.


that's the thing that i could say for more. see ya in msn aite. anything, don't hesitate to ask me about anything and everything. i'll be more than willing to spill it out to you. =)

Timo; my ITAS friend.

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Once upon a time, ramizah hang around in ITAS with rudy and his course mates and that's where she met timothy aka timo.

First impression: Very shy, smart, naughty(don't ask me why) and very quiet!

After hanging out with him for a few times, we finally talked..heh! n we started chatting through msn.

That's where we talk about anything stupid, silly and lame.

BUT TODAY....

He decided to talk on a serious topic..

Which then leads us to that topic above..

HAHAHA!

He knows i like to emo!

He knows i cry!

How come?!

I still don't get it.

When i questioned him..

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He said, "cos u're a simple girl."

That doesn't answer to my question!

Anyway, he's not that shy and quiet guy that i thought. I swear he is very noisy and shameless guy! LOL!

Whatever it is, i really hope u won't tell that guy ok. If not, confirm paiseh! &tmr, come to school pleasssseeee? I wanna know something... PLEASE!!! as quoted by u, prettty pleasse with sugar on top. LOL!