Money money and more money

I need more money. I want more money. I'm in need of money. I have got to have money. I must have money. MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! I have to start paying for my hp bills from now onwards and i have to save my own money for the bus concession pass. My brother's has given up on me. He thinks i spend too much money. He wants me to pay for my own expenses. My mother don't know that he's doing this to me. Should i tell her? Nah.. She'll get so worried. How seh? Must i work?

Forget it. I found HIS a/c in friendster. I remembered his e-mail and tried to give it a try by searching through the user search. N i found him. I saw his pictures with his girlfriend. I think he looks kental in the pics. He looks more cool in real life. I feel like crying. I wanna cry. How ni? Urgh! I hate this feeling. Help me get rid of this feeling pls.

Let's enjoy the pics instead la. Taken during the chalet.
If you don't like to look at our pretty faces, exit okay?

Only a few of us. We look so wet cos we played water bomb.

We enjoy each others' company!

Shopping is fun but tiring. . .

Had lecture at 10 today. The bus came early today and the driver drove super duper fast. I reached school at 9.30 and that is like 1/2 hour early. Waited for fathin at the busstop. She came with her friend again. After 1 hour of lecture, it was tutorial with hangkong. Nice name eh? Mcm hongkong. Heh.

Ended school at 12 and then went to mak jah's house. Mira was so excited to see me, as usual. Alarh. She's excited in everything. Hahs. Was very hungry at that time as i had not had my breakfast. Ate and ate and can't stop eating till 2. Fathin msged me asking me to on my hp. I called her and said my hp has been on all day. Met her at 2+ as she finished her class at 2. We went shopping. Not her, just me. She wanted to buy a shoe but there was no size for her. Too bad. She went off at 3+ as she wanted to watch a repeated drama at suria. I walked alone at the interchange and decided to call mother. Met her at Tamp Central and guess what? We went to eat. I ordered soto and ice kachang. I'm full now! Buurrrp... Excuse me. Went to look for my sandals at Tamp Central but couldn't find one that i like. On the way to TM, received a missed call. Didn't recognize that number. I called back and found out it was Rudy. It's his new number. Or rather, his first hp number. Hehs. He called to ask me something but did not dare to ask me the qn. So, fadhil, being the tak tau malu, asked instead. They wanted me to meet them at TM to help them with something but i was with mother. Even though i didn't meet them, I helped them anyway. Took 69 to bedok and look for the sandal. Found a sandal which looks ok to me but somehow i didn't wanna buy it. Took 196 and went to PP. Mother wanted to buy something for me but the salesperson said it was out of stock. It will be coming real soon. Showed mother the sandal that i like at one of the shops but she didn't like it. So, didn't buy it. =( I think she got a bad taste. The ones that i find it attractive, she will find it ok lahh but the ones i find a bit too old fashion, she thinks it's nice. Haizz. Taste orang tuer. Ask grandmother for shopping better. She got a good taste. Very modern taste. Hahs. Too bad she's sick now.

I'm tired now. Shopping is fun but tiring eh? Anyways, i bought a shirt form FOX women, a shirt from i don't know what's the name of the shop,pants fron ebase, clips from one of the shops in CS and a necklace. I think i wanna do some soul searching but got no time.

Anyways!! Fathin told me yesterday that siew hwee asked wei ping about Alwyn. Wei Ping told her that Alwyn has graduated. When fathin told me, i felt like crying but i know i had to control myself. It's been a while since i had this kind of feeling seh. I thought i could see him in next week's CCA thing but too bad.. he's out of school. Heard that IT school going to Sentosa during labour day. Is it true? N i heard he's going. IS IT TRUE? If he's going, i wanna go to!! =))

I FEEL GOOD...!
Oh. I miss kenneth's THEH. Kenneth THEH. EURH....(sexy tone). heh.

It's good to sleep in the cold weather!

Do you guys notice? It's been raining heavily eh these days? It's not like it's the monsoon seasons now right? I heard bout the global warming thing but i thought if it's really true then it won't rain at all right? Aiya. I don't know laah. Must do some research.

Woke up at 8 this morning. I felt so tired and had no mood to even on the radio. That's my daily routine after I wake up, anyway. Dragged myself to the bathroom and spent my own sweet time in there. After a longgggg bath, I felt so fresh. A huge smile was plastered on my face. HAHA. Got ready for school which was starting at 10. This time, I don't if the bus was late or I was late. I waited for the bus the usual time but it was like so lambat. Fathin msged me saying that she's going to school with her friend and the guy was late. She asked me to wait at the usual place. However, after 20 minutes, she called me asking where I was. I was still in the bus whereas she has reach the school. haha. That bus driver sure drives very slow.

Had lecture at LT11, my favourite LT. Joshliew was the lecturer. He looks like a bear. Seriously. Every feature of him. Heh. One hour after that was tutorial and chee keng asked us to do the Organisational Chart, again. Grace Yap's tutorial after which. She just explained some things for that one hour and it was the end of the day! Went to bookshop with the classmates then went to eat at eengine school. The food was nice but the serving was too small. Macam nak kasi budak pri school makan pulak. It was raining heavily sehh but luckily my busstop is near the school and have shelters. Heh.

Reached home at 3, had my shower and then went to sleep. Slept for 2 hours seh and that was still not enough for me. My whole body is aching. Maybe because my body's been resting for the past months and now, i have to climb the stairs everyday. Exercise sikit. Heh.

We have to buy textbooks and I have no money. How? I don't dare ask my parents for the money. They've been spending a lot on me seh. I think i'll save my pocket money then use it to buy the textbook. Okay tak?

I'm discussing with victor bout the project. Both of us don't understand a single thing and need wei bao tu explain to us. Victor says we should call wei bao wei da instead. It means hero. HAHA.

Tata peoples. =))

Malay 2005 Reunion!!

On saturday, went to chalet with Fathin. Supposed to go with ct too but we were late so she went off first. I had so much fun. Got to meet the guys and girls. I miss them loads seh!
There are the people who came:
*Me
*Fathin
*Siti Hajar
*Edel
*Netti
*Maryam
*Siti Nur
*Shariffah
*Hanafi
*Rudy
*Ahmad
*Fadhil
*Danial
*Muhammad
*Zur
*Hazwan
*Fadzly
*Fahd
*Faisal
..some of Ngee ann seniors came too. They are:
Nizam, Aziz, Imran, Adly.

YEAH! I'm gonna say it again. I HAD LOADS OF FUN! Took loaaaaadddsss of pictures. Played water bomb even though it was raining. Haha. Alarh. You won't know how fun that day was unless you came. Too bad laa. =(

On Sunday..
Thought of staying at home cos i was too tired to even walk out of the bed. Heh. Unfortunately, i failed to do so. Why? I went online and kenneth asked me out. He wanted to go PP. We went PP and popular to look for his file. Aiya. He's very fussy seh. Look for ONE file for a few hours. Isk. Worse than woman seh. Hehs. He's told me bout something which really makes him confuse. He's in dilemma right now, i guess. Knowing me, i will disturb him to make him even more confuse. HAHA. N becos of that, he pinch my cheeks and tried to strangle me. STRANGLE ME! What kind of friend are you? Wanna kill me is it? And stop patting my head like i'm one of your sister, dog! HAHA. He's my dog. He listens to what I say. LOL.

Shake your body.. 1 2 3!

First of all, i wanna wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROSLI AND MAK BUSU! Their birthday was two days ago but i forgot to wish them since i'm too busy with the orientation thing.

Let's start with what happened yesterday. Met Kenneth to go to school together. He was so excited and i don't know for what reason. He waited for me at the busstop an hour early than we promised. HAHA. When we reached school, he pulled me(pulled my bag) to follow him to his LT. Yeah, so followed him and then went back to the bridge to meet fathin. But too bad, Kenneth left me alone cos he was supposed to report at 8.20am.

When I went into the LT, (okay. this is the bestttttessstttt part), the OL head asked me, "How's ur leg?". I was soooooo shock he asked me that. Not bad ehh. Very caring ah u. Heh. I guess u might be wondering why I said that was the besssstttttest part. It is because....i have a crush on him. Ermm. Not crush la. Just like his personality. Ehh. That's called crush also right? Ahh, whatever.

We had to practiced the cheer and at one point of time, my row had to demonstrate the cheer. N that guy said "Ramizah cannot do that cheer. Her leg's injured." WOW! I loike! Not because i need not do the cheer. It's because he remembers me. HAHA.

Fathin left early cos she said she wanna watch Sephia at Suria. Heh. I didn't okay. I stayed until everything ends. After the very very late lunch, went to Sports Complex. It was raining at first but it stopped when the activities were about to start. Engine and IT tak abes2 nak lawan cheer. Engine dah la ratusan org. IT baru sikit jer. BUT..who cares. =P

After which, went to Bedok Reservoir to have the Regatta. It was raining again and everyone was supposed to run. I cannot run so i just walked slowly. Very very slow. I just wanted to enjoy walking in the rain, actually. At the end, throphy was given. IT won the OLYMPIAD CHAMPION and the BEST SPIRITED SCHOOL. YAY!

The OLs said that my course was the most spirited and exciting compared to the others. We were so enthusiastic in cheering and participating.

Called Kenneth so that we can go eat but i remembered fara. She's in the engine sch. Have not met her since..err..fathin's bdae party. So, called her to go eat together. In the end, there were fara, me , khairul and siti. Siti's fara cousin. She was so hyper seh. Talked alot and so excited in everything. LOL. Went to eat at one of the shops. Had one plain roti prata.

After that, made our way back to sch(Sports hall) to the jam&hop. Wow. The place really looks like clubbing ehh. Although i never went clubbing before, that was what the rest said lah. It was all darks except for the disco lights. Is it called disco lights? I don't know lah. There was 1 band who performed n I think it was quite boring. Fara, me, khairul and siti planned to leave at 9.30 because we thought it's not that happening. Kenneth called.

Kenneth: Eh girl.(that was the only thing that i could hear)

Me: I can't hear you. The band just started playing another song so i can't hear you. Just meet me at the extreme front. I'm at the right. Bye!

HAHA. He pulled me to meet the IT OLs. N because of that, i don't know where fara, khairul and siti were. It was so crowded like..i don't know. Kenneth was so high. HAHAH. He danced like a mad..cow. He started off by pinching my cheeks and move his body. Eh. Ppl dance holding hands not by pinching cheeks lah boy! I didn't really dance. Merely moved my body cos my leg was in pain. I had forgotten to eat the medicine the whole day. Heh. SSH! Don't tell mother kays. The whole way, I was staring at my OL head. He was so cute, funny. OH! His voice very macho seh. He's been in choir since he was in primary 3 till now sehh. I tried to take a photo of him using my phone but the place was too dark. Even using the night mode can't help. Yeah. Promised to go home at 9.30 but end up leaving that hall at 11. The last dance that we had was the chicken(or chicky) dance and the mass dance(i don't know what is it called). Aiya. The one that we had to learn at the Concourse. The song was Dead Eye Chick or something eh? I don't know laah.

As usual, waited for the bus like it was not going to come. I'm tired, you know. Kenneth kept talking and talking. N i just replied, "Hmm..". I was too tired la boy. Sorry. Oh ya. On our way to the busstop, met Hakim. He was injured too. He said the medic had to come too. Cool ehh. He's with his friends on the way to have supper. Asked him whether he's going to the chalet today but he said, "Ntah.. Abih ader org yg tk suker aku dtg. Aku nak dtg pun mcm susah."

Finally, the bus came. Kenneth was talking to his friend on the phone so i slept. I was thinking if I can still meet that OL. I'm sure gonna miss him. =( AND, of course the others like Eric, Shirley, Zen, Wei Ping and the rest.
Me: Aiya. I tired la. I got no energy. I didn't eat my medicines. Maybe the bacteria and all the virus spread to my whole body. (I was mumbling to myself)
Kenneth: Ehh. My friend ask why I got no gf.
Me: Hmm..Just say no one wants you. I also don't want.
Kenneth:(stares at me)Go sleep la. I'll wake you up later.

Kenneth woke me up when he was about to alight the next stop. He made me open my eyes widely before he alight the bus. Haha. So funny.

I reached home at 11.30 or later. Had my bath then went to LALA land.

Now, do I sound like cheena? Ah, this is all kenneth's fault la. His english is superb but prefer to talk like typical cheena. He influenced me laa.

*Anyways, OL means orientaion leader. LT means lecture theatre. Oh yeah. And did i mention? I saw Faliq at the JAM&HOP. I saw his brother , Haziq, too at the plaza. N of course, some of my seniors in Ngee Ann sec.

I wanna have a bath now. I'm going to the chalet later. Going to meet the babes and dudes of the Malay'05. I'm so happy but so tired.
So happy but yet so lonely. Lonely. I feel so lonely~!! =X

FBI OI!!

Yesterday went out with ct. Lazy to talk bout it. Go see her blog to view the photos.

FBI OI!!
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FBI OI!!
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FBI OI!!
XAT XAT OI!!

FBI BANG!!
BANG!!
FBI BANG!!
BANG!!
FBI BANG!!
tiu tiu tiu tiu tiu BANG!!

Yes, u guessed it right. I had my orientation today. Okay. Those are SOME of the cheers. Yes. SOME. The orientation started at 8.30 and end at 6.30pm. For that whole time, we were praticing all the cheers.
Met Fathin in the morning to have breakfast at Mcdonalds. Made our way to the interchange to take bus to tp. Met Kenneth and the rest at the bridge and then went separate ways.
Practiced the cheers, lunch, cheers and mass dance. Speaking of lunch, the food was urgh! The chicken was so keras nak mampos. Rice, chicken and the pathethic vegetable.
Fathin got into different class so she msged me, "Aku lapar seh. Kol bape abes ar?" HAHA. Everyone was hungry, my dear.
When we were finally released, fathin was like "Aku lapar tau." I pity her. Kenneth called asking me to wait for him cos he wanna go home with me. Sent fathin to the bus stop and waited for her to board the bus. So kenneth and I went back to our bus stop and waited for the bus for almost 15 minutes. WE lapar leh!
Here I am now, having gastrics. -_-

To Kenneth, I hate you for pinching my cheeks. It hurts okayy! Meet you in th bus tmr k. Don't forget to msg me. =))
To fathin, why can't we be in the same class?
To siti hajar, i miss you. Do i sound like a lesbian? Ahhh. Who cares!
Skrg, saya sudah penat. Mau bobok.
MALAM kawan-kawankus!

Pharmacist and doctor are so kentally-cute.

Today's monday. This means that acoi and lina has started schooling. Pity them. They have to wake up early cos their sch is very very far. Acoi's sch is at Dover while lina's is at Yio Chu Kang. Heh. I woke up at 10 and found no one at home. Thought of getting back to the lala land but too bad i can't..my leg's hurting badly. Dragged myself to the bathroom and spend 30 minutes bathing. I can't let water touch my left leg seh. How to bathe properly?

Anyways, on saturday, went to cik salamah's house. Met kak sita there. She wanted to go Great World City Mall, so followed her. I looked like a retard with the injury. Went to NTUC Unity Healthcare to buy some antiseptic cream for my leg. Before that had to check with the pharmacist first. This was how the conversation goes..

ME: Err. Can i know what type of antiseptic cream is good for the burn on my leg?

PHARMACIST: Come. Let me have a look.

ME: *shows the leg*

PHARMACIST:Aiyoo..so big! What happened?! *shows a pathethic face*

ME: Err. Accidentally touch the motorbike's exhaust.

PHARMACIST: I think you better see a doctor. This is a very serious burn. For the time being, i'm giving you this solution to clean the wound.

HAHA. I can't stop laughing. The pharmacist's face looked so funny. He kept giving me that pathethic face.

Didn't go home after that. Went over to kak sita's house cos going to the doctor's at her place the next day. Yeah, so went to the doctor's the next day. N here's another seious conversation..

Doctor: Hello. How are you?

Me: I'm perfectly fine except that my leg's burnt. (bodoh nye doctor. kalau aku fine takkan aku jumper kau)

Doctor: AHH!! Why your leg become like this? Motorbike's exhaust?

Me: *nods head*

Doctor: *examine or more like staring at the wound* This is a 2nd degree burn, you know! I'll clean for you the wound, put some antiseptic cream ,cover the wound and give u an injection, okayy?

Me: *mumbles to myself* Can you let me sleep first so i won't feel the pain?

Doctor: haha. Of course u can't. It won't be painful.

After some time..

Me: Ehh. Finish already?

Doctor: No. Still got the injection.

Me: Tsk.

Doctor: Now, listen. NO RUNNING. NO P.E. NO EXERCISING. NO WATER TO TOUCH THAT WOUND. NO TO EVERYTHING. Get it?

Me: Yes. Thanks ehh.

I can't move my right leg and left hand. How well!

Now, i'm stuck at home. I can't go out. I just thought i could ask mother to go shopping with me. I love going shopping with her. Why? Cause she'll pay for everything. Heh. TOO BAD. I'm not allowed to go out.I'm afraid i can't go to orientation on thursda and friday. N i'm afraid i can't go to the chalet on saturday. I wanna meet my friends. I miss them. ALL OF THEM. I wanna go. PLS. I wanna gooooo....*merengek mcm bdk kecik*

Burnt leg.

Chatted with ct n fathin yesterday. Talked bout the chalet n school which is starting in less than 2 weeks. Time really flies so fast ehh.

Mother promised to go out with me yesterday but..she broke her promise. Why? Cos she said it was raining. Ape jer. Hujan can still go out per. AND tk cukup dgn tu, she went out ALONE. She left me alone at home. "Ija tak yah ikut la. Mak kluar kejap jek." I was speechless. I thought she said it was raining so we couldn't go out.. in the end, dier yg tglkan org.

I was so bored cos had nothing much to do. Luckily botak balik. Talked to him for a while. N then, he went out to play soccer. Argh! Aperla nasib. Bapak n Li kalau dah kluar, tak tau nak balik sehh. They came home close to 6. Mother reached home at the same time too. Mother asked Li to send mee goreng to Nenek's house. Nenek's been craving for mother's cooking for a very long time. Knowing me, i took botak's helmet. "Ija nak ikut tau." Heh. Mother n Li didn't allow me to go at first but i told them mak jah wanted the thermometer from me. HAHA.

Upon reaching, i was so kental slenge bachin. I go rest my leg at the exhaust. Aduuuiii! Kaki aku terbakar. My skin terkoyak. Can see the flesh sehh. I didn't dare tell Li so told lina. She laughed at me saying i was so silly. Then, kak sita put some colgate on the kulit yg terkoyak. I screamed in pain. Went home, told my mother. She asked me to go to the doctor. Isk. Don't want laa.

Now, i'm at home. I can hardly move my leg. Nak pray pun susah. Tapi aper nak buat, smayang je laa. N i'm pissed with mother. She asked me to go to cik salamah's hs later. EH HELLO! I cannot walk properly laa. How sehh?

What's with me?

The first entry from me. I don't know the reason why i chose to have a blog. Still remember the time when ct kept bugging me to create a blog. I was plain lazy. Yep. LAZY! Heh. So, i guess my reason to have a blog now is because my hp's memory is full. I've been keeping all my secrets and writing whatever shits that happened to me in my hp. I noe it's so merepek of me but it's the fact per. =) Now, i'm using this blog to continue writing down my feelings n whatsoever. I may be a bit too late to start a blog but who cares.

I wanna thank ct for helping me out with this thing.
I wanna thank fathin for being excited when she knew bout the blog.
Thanks korang! =))