JOB-TAKEN!

Oh sorry people. I passed the job to acap since he agreed to take it when i told bebeh bout it. So yeah. No more vacancies. '-'

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I`m at work now substituting lina cos she can`t make it today. There`s something wrong with this lappy and i can`t see what i`m typing. I mean..it`s been like this all awhile but it will be alright after i publish this entry but today is an exception. I have been publishing this entry but i still can`t see the words when i try to edit it. I thought using word or notepad helps but it`s not working either. When i pasted what i wrote, i can`t see a single thing too. So i decided to just gamble adn type whatever i feel like and then just publish it. Before that, let me apoligse if there is any spelling errors or whatnots.

Anyway, yesterday was OOPG lab test. I heard u asked how was it. Well, there`s two questions and i think i will only score for the first question. Ah, forget bout that.

After lab test, met bebeh and off we went to work. I wasn`t working but was forced by sayang cos she was working morning shift for me. She wanted me to check out soemthing for her and by the time i came, she was already packing up to meet her fren. Dang! Anyone, i ddi manage to comment something though.

I waited for bebeh to end her shift before we made our way to bugis street in search for something but then, i decided not to waste my money for now. LOL. By then, mother and brother couldn`t stop calling and so, we decided to go our separate ways.

Met the family at parkway to buy some stuff and then headed home.

Phew! That was a tiring day laa!

I realise how busy i am today and here`s something to remind myself that i should not laze around anymore.

Things to do today:
-Study for QUAN lab test.
-Start doing the dratf for my communication skills speech.(maybe complete it too.)
-Accompany mother go shopping
-Read up some of the notes
-Start reading the novel that bebeh pass to me
-Complete shaz`s blog layout.(still not done with the profile)
ok that`s bout it.

Let`s just hope there`s no spelling errors in this entry. If there is, i`m truly sorry once again.

Oh yes. Brother just called and asked me to help him look for any suitable people who wants to work on monday and and tuesday, 12-7pm. The pay is 55 bucks. Any takers?

Finally, some pictures to upload.

the book we made for her..

tag replies:

wawakiss: awww, thanks ah babe. see uu when i see uu. heh!

diah: err, i wish u can? lol.

To hajar and nassie, we`re cool already kan? stop all the taggings bout that incident ehh. I don`t bother bout it anymore. Alaa, senang ckp. I don`t care laa. Let`s just apologise to each other okayy? =)

A two-faced Bitch?

Being called a two-faced bitch and was commented bout our own boobs in a public blog is not a funny thing. It is scary larh. It is much worse if we didn`t do anything of that sort. Much much worse if uu find out the truth and everyone was actually against uu.




Have uu ever been made as a temporary stopover for a few times and then, being blamed for that?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH BABE!

What day was it yesterday? It was babe`s 18th birthday lor !!!

Luckily, she didn`t see it coming. Phew! Yes, the surprises. My frens and i got did for her a book filled with our photos inside and included some wishes for her. It was all handwritten okeh and was specially decorated and designed by the girls laaaa. Other than that, we gave her presents and also a bouquet of flowers.

Okeh, don`t ask me where i got the idea from. I was in the toilet when it just came to me. Heh! So i thought and thought and then decided it was a good idea. I had trouble gathering the guys and girls to come to tp and write the msgs though since all of us are busy with assignments and lessons. However, most of us did turn up. For those who did not turn up, i had to arrange another time for them to meet me.

I remember meeting babe the next day and how she told me how much she misses the guys and girls. I just had to keep mum cos i didn`t want to spoil the plan, uu see. Okeh anyway, back to the plan. I even asked her close frens and also special fren to join us in writing but they are all too busy to even meet me up. One of them wanted badly to join but was too busy with work. The other one wanted to but changed his mind after that cos he got his own plans, i guess. The last one was..errr, long story. But, i`m glad we`re cool now, dude. I mean, i appreciate that uu actually tried to explain things to me. So, i didn`t want to force any of them. I then, continued with our initial plan; to have only puteraPUTERI`s message in the book. From that day onwards, i was packed with decorating and designing the book to make it look more like a magazine thingy. So every free time i had, i spent it on the book. Heh!

Then, one of those days, bebeh and i went to hunt for flower shops to looks for the perfect flower for the bday girl. It took us quite some time to decide on which flower and how many stalks. Haha. Finally, we ended up in simei and make an order.

Two days before her bday, everything was all set. Her presents, book but not her flower since we`ve not collected it. Then comes the day to meet her sister. We went to collect the flower first and straight away, went to meet her sister. Yea, i can see that she`s a bit jealouss lorr! Heh. Then, when her sister was already on the way home, i had to call babe and distract her while her sister can put the gifts in their store. LOL. I wasn`t facing any problems babe, actually. I did have one larr but forget bout that.

Okeh one day before that, i was already sleepy and so i set my alarm. I thought i set it to 1159pm, just in time to send a birthday msg to her on the dot but then, i ended up wishing her at 2+ cos my alarm was actually set too 1159am! Luckily i managed to wake up at that time and wish. LOL!

So anyway, met her at 5 then went to changi village to eat and have our usual story-telling. Told her the stories that i claimed i can only tell her in february. Haha! After that, went to the beach for a while before heading to mccafe.

So the bday girl said something "wise" yesterday when bebeh told her that she couldn`t take off her contact lenses.
"Next time, if uu can`t take it out, use magnet okehh."

Whoaaaa. Such "WISE" words from her kannn. Yeah, rite.

Wahh ! ! ! It feels great to know that the plan and surprise was a success. Heh!

Anyway, i want to thank everyone that has put in the effrot to write the messages especially to puteraPUTERI.
Million thanks to :

• Hardi for the title of the book. Yea, we ran out of ideas on what to have for the title so i asked for his help.
• Nasuha and khaii for helping me ask her close fren.
• Radziah for going the trouble of collecting the present for us.
• And whoever, that had made the surprise a success. Thank eh korg pasal tk bocorkan rahsier. Heeee!

Alamak! Thanks to ramizah too la for the plan. Haha. Oh yes, thanks to god too for making it a success yeaa. Alhamdulilah.

I just realise that my mood just changed after writing this entry. No, maybe a little. Thanks a lot to bebeh too, i guess. She`s someone who doesn`t entertain me when i whine bout my problems. The bad thing bout it is that i sound like an irritant laa. However, the good thing is that, i will be mad cos she doesn`t wants to entertain me and therefore, i`ll stop and talk bout other things. That is good, i think. Wa caya sama lu ah bebeh!

Owhh! Excuse me. I`m too lazy to upload the pictures now. I shall do it the next time aite. Till then, just hang on for the pictures okayyy. =)

Well, i was wrong.

So so wrong.

I had no idea what else to do.

I didn`t know if i should stay this way or accept the new lane.

U convinced me that i should be in the new lane.

Now when i`m finally moving on to the new lane uu suggested, u left me alone pondering the things uu said.

So much for trusting uu.

So much for respecting uu.

So much for everything, ehh.

Didn`t know it was so easy for uu to change.

I guess i`m so stupid to put myself in this situation that i was a few years ago.

Dang!

Things just don`t change eh.

Well, so long la kid.

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JAM&HOP

Well, as planned i went to jam&hop in sch0ol together with shaz, fad and akmal. Met them at the busstop and when we reach the overhead bridge, there`s some security guards who checks for student passes. So, we thought only TP students can enter and we had no other choice but when we saw hakim, i asked him what pass the security is asking for. When he told us; any student pass, we got excited cos everyone has an ez-link. Then! Akmal said he has got no ez-link. Lerrr, another problem. Haha. Then he came up with an idea of using other ppl`s ezlink and use it to enter but fad was to scared to do it.

After a few minutes, we came up with another idea. Use my sec ez-link and paste his picture onto my picture. Guess what? He managed to get in. Haha! Then we got all excited and enter together. The security asked why we didn`t wanna enter earlier and we said, "oh..we were waiting for our frens." and then walked away. LOL.

Upon reaching, we thought we attended some CNY concert cos the band singing some chinese songs. So, we headed to the design school to sit and wait for some other songs to be played. After sitting for almost half an hour or so, the song started to be played and fad got into the mood. LOL. So we went to the dance floor, and went right into the middleof the crowd and started dancing. After only a few minutes of dancing, i could feel my stomach growling. I`m hungry and so were the girls. Shaz and i then decided to sit at some corner while fad and akmal sat at other corner. After a few minutes, fad and akmal came over and he started dancing. Syiok sendiri. ahahaha. Then, after a while, someone tap me on my shoulder and when i turned, a guy smiled and said, "would u dance with me?"

"No!" - mizahh
"Please.." - the guy
"Err, i said no kan?" - mizahh

*pulled shaz's hand and run over to fad and akmal*

"Can laa. OK?" - the guy
*Come near me and whisper in my ear* "He's cute okehh!" - fad
"Haha. I dowan." - mizahh
"Ok then." - the guy
"See mizah, he's cute okehh. He`s dissapointed tauu." - fad
"Haha. I dowan to dance with him laa. I want to dance with shaz." - mizahh
"He`s sooo cute laa!" - fad
"Nah, he`s cool. He slowly come here and ask seh." -akmal
"Let`s go then" - fad

So while we were walking to the dancefloor once again, fad turned to the guy and pointed at me. I tried to run away but he followed where ever i went. I purposely turned to shaz and danced with her. He was still there, standing in front of me, and so, i gave up and dance with him for a while. Had a small talk with him before i decided to go off. Haha

"Did u ask for his number?" -fad and akmal
"NO, what for?" - mizahh
"He`s cute whatt!" - fad

Forget bout that. I had fun with them though. We shall meet some other time and whoever is late, will have to treat us ok? Deal ehh. Haaha!

Sayangggggggggggggggggggg, happy 3 days to bday!!

I know that you know i love you so.

Woke up and did some chores and then went to bath. Dressed up to go to sch0ol since i was meeting bebeh and the group members to do our project. Then, when i was in the lift, i msg bebeh something and she replied only when i`ve reached the busstop. She told me to buy something for her cos she needs it urgently and so, i decided to go to parkway to buy it for her. Only then, i realise i didn`t have my wallet with me. No wallet, no keys and no one was at home. Shoot!

So, i told bebeh and she laughed but then, i told her it`s not funny cos i can`t go to school without my wallet. Dang! So i decided to call off the plans that i had and just go to the library and wait till father comes back from praying. But then, bebeh became my saviour, like she always does. She told me to take a cab and she`ll pay for the fare. Awww, so sweeet.

When i reached sch0ol, naqiah, bebeh and me walked around the open house and then went to canteen to have our lunch. After that, ahmad came by and we had some stupid conversation. Haha! Oh, saw ryn too in the canteen. Nah, she saw me first and when i heard someone calling my name, i turned and got all excited, "Eh, hii ! ! !" Hah. She was with her fren.

After that, met acap cos he wanted to get the bag and after he left with his frens, bebeh and i went to the cafe since i had a group meeting to do my project.

Went straight home after that and then received a call from the cousin saying that she`s coming over to take some things. I got all excited cos it`s been a while since i last saw her. Spent some time with her while waiting for her bf to finish running some errants before they meet up.

I got all bored at home so i told mother that i wanted to go parkway and so, she agreed to accompany me. There, i bought myself a new slipper. Cheap cheap laaa dey! Heh. N when we were bout to go home, i saw a pair of shoes which was so murah laaa sehh. So mother bought for me a pair. Heeeeeee. I love u laaaa ehh! Hahah.

Most prob, i`m going jam&hop tmr together with fad and shaz maybe. I asked sayang to tag along but she`s kinda busy larr. Nvr mind, fad and shaz will be there. Heee...

On a random note, i miss bestie. Real bad. Sheesh! '-'

I`m in love! Yea, rite!

Was supp0sed to meet bebeh after sch0ol to walk around and look at the different booth in school but bebeh left me all alone when she couldn`t find ahmad. Hmmpf! So i decided to walk around with wei bao and victor and after that, went home since i was feeling a bit dizzy while they went to have their lunch.

As soon as i reached home, i quickly take a bath and did some work before taking a nap. Since i couldn`t pray, i t0ok the chance to sleep till i was awaken by the blasting music from the hp. As soon as i saw rudy`s name appearing on the screen i wanted to reply to him not to disturb my sleep but then, upon seeing his msg, i got a little confused. After a while, i got what he was trying to say. He remembered something i told him the other day when i met him n so, i laughed till my head felt dizzy again. Haha. Then, minutes later, fadhil msged a different text but with the same meaning. Idiot! Thank u so much for talking back behind me and in the end, telling me everything. Haha! Silly ah korg.

L.O.V.E

Phew! Sucha tiring but great day!

I w0ke up and cried cos i dreamt of something which i don`t wish to happen to my family. I tried to convince myself that it was just a DREAM. However, it made me feel more worried. Then, i received a msg from mat c0ol saying that he wanted to meet me for some reasons. I could not decided if i can make it or not since i was meeting sayang too in the afternoon but i agreed with him. He told me to inform him if i`ve end my lessons so i did and he told me to wait till after zohor. So as promised, i went outta school to meet him. However, i was late by a few minutes though. He wanted to meet at 2 at interchange but i was still at the school's busstop waiting for the bus. Hah! When he called me, i thought he's like gonna curse me or something but he didn`t. Cos, he`s not reached too. lerr! We decided to meet in the bus instead since we will be taking the same bus.

I shall call him the toilet guy now. He kept going to the toilet just bcos he drank a medium sized coke from ljs. I drank it too okeh!

Here come the funny part. I told him that the bus that i`m in is reaching the busstop he`s at so he said okayy. After the bus left his busstop, i couldn`t find him so i msged him and asked where he was. What was his reply? It goes something like, in front of u. All a while, he was sitting in front of me and i didn`t see him. LOL! That was when he laughed like some mad cow laa. Heh!


Then, we went off to eat since both of us were hungry. Deciding which place to eat was so difficult laa. We end up eating at LJS since there`s no other place to go. After that, went to photocopy some stuff and went to cs in search for his bermudas and surveyed handphone.

By then, we went back to tm to meet sayang. From there, we went to kfc since she was hungry and that's where we met zur. He joined us since he was waiting for nizam to come. Well, who was our victim today? Sayang, of course. Zur and khaii was bullying her all the time. So, i joined in the fun laa. Sorry eh! We love u laaa actually!

After zur and sayang was done with their meals, we went to mcdeeduudda(mcd) to go wireless. However, the batt just had to go flat and that`s when i suggested for us to play some games. We end up playing hang man. Haha. So, the old fashion la! Anyhoos, by then, nizam came and so, sayang, mat c0o and me went to library to return some books.

Sayang, mizahh, mat c0ol.

BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA.

Okeh, i`m tired now. Shall go to sleep now. I`ve got lessons early in the morning tomorrow. Tsk!

I miss eu!

Stress-free day.

OOPG Assignment, CMSK assignment.
Deadline for submission.
Conflicts.

Family problems.
Personal problems.
Helping in solving problems.
Exam.


All those things have caused the messy l0ok, unkempt hair, pimple outbreak and also early sleeping time. However, when the 2 assignments have been handed up just today and yesterday, i could feel a big load being lift up from both shoulders. At least, a little.

As of today, i`ll be a bit free compared to the past few days. I would like to apologise to the people whom i`ve vent my anger on, esp nizam. I didn`t mean to hurt ur feelings but i was just too stress with the workload, you see. Moreover, i dun really fancy the way u barge in and just inform me of things i dun wish to know.

Besides that, i also had some personal problems and conflicts to settle to. Conflicts where i don`t involve but had to look upon and think of the possible reasons. Personal problems where the dude just totally changed in a split second.

However, it just ended only today.

Yes, today.

Therefore, this long entry. Heh! Well, not yet cos i have not finish yet.

After school, waited for bebeh to reach school since she wanted to photocopy some notes from me. After that, we saw rudy and so, i called him to sit with us. He told us that he's meeting fadhil at the polyclinic cos he was sick. Rudy asked me to tag along and since i had nothing to do, i did. Before that, bebeh called her classmate to check if he was going for that class but her classmate claimed that he's skipping so, she followed us too! Haha.

On the way to polyclinic, rudy treated us ice-cream. So sweett! And we walked to the interchange. However, it started raining heavily and so, we had to walked in the rain. The weird thing was, when we reached the interchange, the rain just stop. LOL.

Met fadhil at the poly and then when to sit somewhere while we wait for zur and fadzly to come. Hours of chatting and then bebeh and i decided to go off first since we were feeling so tired. That`s when i met fa*e*m. My sec school crush. So macho and sexy laaa he!

On the way home, i managed to settle some problem with that someone. It really feels good to know that everything is fine now.

The rest, i think i`ll keep it to myself.

Why does it have to happen only now?

Why not 2 yrs back?

The wound is starting to bleed again, is it?

Oh sh0ot.

I hate it.

I hate the feeling i`m having now.

I`m sorry for what i`ve caused you.

From the bottom of my heart.

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I`m truly s0rry.

Now and again, i`m writing this entry just to make things clear. I kn0w i`ve hurt y0u umpteen times. This time, y0u gave up and ch0se to walk away.

What y0u said was true. Y0u said i d0n`t have trust in y0u and i d0n`t respect y0u and also our friendship. I`m aware of ur feelings and what u`re going through. U`re hurt because even since last 2 years, everyone around us and including me, are finding fault in y0u. Whatever y0u do is always wr0ng. But that`s not what is happening here.

I`ve tried putting myself in y0ur shoes. I admit i will be hurt when others misunderst0od me in everything i`m doing. I w0uld feel that ever0ne is against me. I understand all that. But..have u put urself in my shoes? I`ve been treated badly by most of the guys and that made me realise that i`ve to do something to stop it. I decided to be mean by asking the guys who starts to contact me back out of the blue the question that i asked y0u yesterday. I kn0w i was a bit harsh but i just wanted to kn0w the truth. Nothing but the truth.

Okay, let me give y0u an example or rather, explain it further. I`ve got a fren who never fails to msg me every other night. Somehow, by the way he msg me, i can sense that he`s just trying to make use of me. I forced the truth out of him. I know i was mean. I shouldn`t have done that. I`m sorry but all i want was the truth. I don`t mind if the truth was something that might hurt me. Even if it hurts, i`ll still entertain him but not when he keeps his real motive under his sleeve. So when i forced out the real truth from him, he admit that he was just bored and wanted someone to cheer him up. There. It hurts me cos he`s sorta using me. He`s just selfish but i still entertain him, anyway. That`s because i`ve already know the truth from him.

The same goes for you. I did ask y0u the same question that i asked him but y0u thought i didn`t trust y0u. Please, it`s not bout trust. I put my trust in everyone and that is why i`m in this situation now; confused. I just wish for y0u to tell me the real truth and if there`s none, i`m happy then.

I kn0w i`ve said a lot of things which some does not even change. It`s not bout my attitude, y0u see. It`s bout how people treat me. You, yourself said that i shouldn`t let anyone step on my head, anymore. And i`m doing it now. Maybe in a wrong way, that is. I just need y0u to show me the correct way, then. Pleasee....

I wouldn`t want to lose another fren just bcos of this. I know you`ve heard enough but all i wish for is for us to stay as frens and stop all the misunderstanding.

I`m aware that both of us are sick and tired of all this.

I`m aware that y0u are hurt because no one trusts y0u.

I`m aware that y0u are tired of explaining things to me for the sake of everyone's good.

I`m aware of all that.

I`m trying my best to help you and me to be in a better state.

Please, just trust me.

I`ll wait for y0ur answer.

I hope it`s a good one.

=)

I`m sorry for everything that i`ve caused you.

Y0ur ever irritating fren,

Ramizah ♥

MEET-THE-PARENTS

Just came back from sch0ol though i don`t have any lessons today. Had meet-the-parent session, actually. What did ms lina said bout me? "Ohh, she`s fine. She smiles all day l0ng and she`s a bit quiet." LOL. That`s the impression i`ve made so far? Hmm, not bad eyy.

So anyway, she also mentioned that i must buck up on my OOPG which is Object oriented programming and CORE business. I believe that i can do better for CORE since i understand 75% of the topics but for OOPG, i`m not sure. Can someone like give me a tuition on java? Most of the people in class have been saying, " when it comes to blogskins, u`re good at it but when it comes to OOPG, u become clueless. " HAHA! That`s the thing. Blogskin and OOPG is somehow related but i just can`t do it, man! HOW how how?

Oh anyway, let me share something weird that happened yesterday during lecture. It was raining heavily outside and the aircon was on as cold like fcuk, and then, my brain felt a little bit damage. Ok tu mepek. There, bebeh was telling me some stories and at some point of time, i will stop her and just go blur. Then, this time i was bout to say, "wait, i don`t get it." when naqiah who was sitting in front of us, turned and said, "huh?" She thought we were talking to her and then, i got even more blur and bebeh laughed till i think she cried. Haha. While i finally laughed and bebeh and naqiah was already laughing for a few minutes, the girl next to naqiah turned to her and said, "huh?". She thought we were talking to her too. Like, what`s wrong with all of eu?

I can click with -insert name-.

Eu can click with -insert name-.

That means we click with the same type of person.

Why can`t eu click with me then?

Fcuk!

Sleepover party. LOL.

Yesterday the aunties and uncles came over to the house and i was forced out of bed while i only got to sleep at 4 in the morning. How pathethic! Thus, i was a little bit moody and decided to be much quiet. Soon, the questions that were haunting me the day before came back again. This time, i had no choice but to ask for explanations and the truth from little boy. I`m very sure that i trust him but..i don`t want anyone else to take things for granted. I meann...i just want the truth. Nothing but the truth, even if it hurts. If eu tell me the truth, i won`t be mad or ignore eu, in fact, i`ll be grateful to eu. However, if eu kip it to urself, i`ll be mad cos eu kept me in the dark.

Okay, i`m talking crap here.

So later at night, the uncle sent me off to bebeh`s house. We, no, she c0oked mee goreng for us. I was just helping.(so much for being an f&n student. bah!) Then, we watched some shows and then, decided to do our assignment. Which then, i end up reading some novel while bebeh did something else. Haha. After wasting our time, bebeh was hungry again so we went to the kitchen to l0ok for something to eat. Then, we decided to make our own sandwich. Heh! BLA BLA BLA and then, slept at 4.

When i woke up, bebeh was still sleeping soundly so i decided to continue reading the novel and that`s when the stomach showed some attutide. However, i controlled myself and let the pain kill me. Ok crap!

Then, when finally bebeh woke up, we bathed, SEPARATELY and got ready to go to the clinic. Yes, after 3 days of having stomach upset, then i went to the clinic. We spent a whole of 2 hours + there and i had my time of cursing the doctor. Hahaha. After that, went to eat at tamp afghan to have our proper lunch and breakfast and i think i saw zulhilmi at the busstop. No, i`m not sure though. Went tamp interchange since bebeh had some errants to run and then we went on to popular bookstore in search for something for our special someone. Heh!

Zur, thanks a lot lot lot lot lot lot lot. I owe eu one uhhh! And i always dooo. Hahaha.

Egypt

Security: Hari ni org besar egypt nak dtg tau.
Mizahh: AH, ye lahh tuu.

*after a few hours*

Rosli: Mizahh! Dah tanyer hajar?
Mizahh: Tanyer ape? *think for a few second* Alamak! Terlupe. Hahah.
Rosli: Kau mmg, ape yg kau ingat?
Mizahh: *Pass the phone to rosli* Bbl ngn dier sendiri uh.

*after a few minutes*

Rosli: Alamak, org egypt ni nak dtg kol bape eh?
Mizahh: HUH? nak dtg buat pe?
Rosli: Soalan ape tu? Haha.

*after several minutes*

Khalid: Do eu have the VIP guestbook?
Mizahh: *hand the guestbook to khalid* Org besar2 nak dtg tk ckp. Nasib baik aku tk pakai tshirt je seh. LOL. (i`m not supposed to wear tshirt to work. i`ve to wear traditional top)
Fuadi: Eu know what to do kan?
Mizahh: *nods* Hmm, what? Heh!
Fuadi: Just smile la!
Mizahh: Nasib. Kalau kene buat bende susah2, aku balek.
Haha.

As soon as the egyption people came, the phone rang and who was on the other line? A chinese guy who asked loads of question which made me laugh. *nasib baik org egypt tu tk nampak aku ketawer buruk. lol*

I`m off to do my assignments. Writing the 4th page now, 3 more pages to go. Whee~

sparklesBABES meet up.

As pr0mised, i went to school to meet bebeh and ahmad to do our individual assignment. But first, went to canteen since bebeh was hungry. Then, when she was finally done, went to the lab and get started with our own assignment. Then and again, we couldn`t find the exact answers to our research so we got a little tired and started to grumble. There, ahmad was complaining how hungry he was. When bebeh and ahmad went to canteen to grab something, i finally found some answers which i had to rephrase and summarise.

there he goes again. trying to look as retarded as possible.

Minutes later, sayang called to say that she`s bored and wanted to go somewhere so i suggested for her to come over which then, she agreed. After an hour or so, i called her to check where she was and so she was at tampines interchange. Then, after 15 minutes, i called again to find out that she actually t0ok the wrong bus(!!!) and that`s when i decided for us to meet at interchange back instead. LOL. From there, we waited for iffahDEAR to came over then we went to our favourite place; mcdonald's. It`s been quite some time since we last met and even i can`t imagine how chaotic we were just now.

she told me to upload a pic of her here and that`s the nicest pic i could find. heh!

iffahDEAR and myself.

...and bebeh, i`m sorry if i spoilt ur m0od just now. Sorry!

I`m working morning shift tomorrow. Don`t forget to be online and entertain me okay.

=)

SMACK THAT!

I started the new year by working early in the morning despite the insufficient hours of sleeping. At work, the ticket machine created a lot of problems for me and thus, i had to deal with the inpatient customers and crazy computer. Dang! However, after calling kak zana for help, it helped a little. After a few hours of customer coming and paying for the tickets, i realised i was using the training mode and therefore, no money was recorded in today's sales. So, i had to change to the normal mode and key in everything back. Such a tedious work! Then, i received a phone call that was very irritating and i had no choice but hung up. Hah! And it was nice of the brother to fetch me from work. I was too tired to take the bus, anyway. Haha.

In the afternoon, i was happily chatting with some frens and then someone nudge-d me. Guess who was it? Yes, the stoooppid ex again. C'mon la, i`m sick of entertaining his nonsense. However, i tried to calm myself down and talk to him. Then, he had to go so he said he`ll msg me later. I agreed cos i thought he had something important to say.

However, later did i realise that he just wanted to waste my time. After realising that, i didn`t reply his msgs and that`s when he kept giving me the missed calls which are very (!!!) irritating. Sheesh! Imagine getting a lot of missed calls all night. Dang!

Oh! Another fren also asked me to tag him to some event with his silat frens and i`m sorry to say, i can`t follow eu. I have my own reasons okayy. However, i`m trully sorry.

2nd Jan 07: Went out with little boy to vivo cos he wanted to get his school stuff. It was so crowded la, what else. First stop was to dine first. We were dead hungry, mind u. We wanted to eat at haagendazs but the queue was too long so we looked around and almost all the restaurants was full lah. Then, we came upon the only restaurant which was not crowded; swensen's. There, we had our breakfast cum lunch. I heard you asking what did i eat, right? Oh, don`t bother cracking ur brain. I had my usual; fish and chips. LOL. I loike~!

#1. my superdelicious fish and chips. #2. The salad which come along with the fish and chips.

So that`s the food that little boy claimed i ate all by myself. Like hello, he`s the one who ate the salad okayy. Oh, don`t be fooled. It`s not that i ate the fish and chips while he ate only the salad. Then while eating, he will stop a while to pose for a picture. Don`t believe me? Here`s to prove..

There`s still a lot but i wun want to upload all and let his picture be all over my blog. LOL.

See what i mean. Pose here, pose there. His picture was all over laa. Ahh! SEE, he ate the ice-cream alone. Tak ajak org! So much for saying i ate everything all by myself. Nyehaha.

Eat eat eat, pose pose pose and making fun of the waitress behind us. No, no. We are not that evil. It`s just that the waitress kept serving us the drink every other minute even though our drink was only 1/4 drank. And the weird thing was, she only served us. Not the other customers. Haha. Then, we finally realised, all the customer around us have went off and other customer has came in but we haven`t even finish our food. So we counted the time and realise we`ve been there for 2 1/2 hours. LOL.

After that, made our way all the sports shop to l0ok for his school shoes and in the end, we decided with the very first shop that we went. Hah! Then, went to one of the bookshops to look for stationery but we got lost in there becuase the place was too huge. Had no choice but to ask the sales assistant the way to the stationery section. At the stationery section, we came across a place where the scenery was so freaking nice that we then decided to chill there.

And that`s where, not only him, i also joined in to pose here and there. hah! While waiting for the light to be on, we had our own karaoke session and story telling. Haha. Blast the song from the phone and sang our hearts out. Haha. Then, he went to his lala land while i entertained myself. Then, the lights came and we took more pics. Nyehaha. After that, was last stop. Went to look for his pencil case. Had no idea where to get it so we went to one of the shops and got all excited with the sale. Belo!

That`s bout it. The rest; let it be between me and little boy. Hah!

3rd jan 07: Went to bebeh`s house to complete our assignment. Shaz was supposed to join us but we canceled our plan cos something happened. As usual, we had our own time to view other`s blog first before doing the project. Hah! Then, bebeh decided not to continue doing her assignment instead, she started editing her pics. While for me, i had a hard time waiting for the computer to move on slowly. Hah!

After completing a part of the assignment, i gave up with the computer and rested for a while. By then, acap came home and we looked through the pics that they took when they went johore last few days.

S0on, we were all hungry so we decided to order mcdonald`s over since we were lazy to go out(because it was raining. according to bebeh). Had our own food and then waited for little boy to come and take his earpiece from me.

After which, bebeh i and acap watched hindustan movie while little boy played game. Unfortunately, brother came to fetch me up since mother started nagging when i said i will be home late. She just keep reminding me bout that stupid incident. Haix.

On the way home, i received a call from the irritating ex again. Like hello, can eu stop calling me? I hate it, eu know. Fyi, i wont be meeting u, okayy!

Let me tell you...

Sometimes what we see might not be the actual thing. It`s better to kn0w the real story before you assume something.

Promise .. is a declaration that one will do or refrain from doing something specified : a legally binding declaration that gives the person to whom it is made a right to expect or to claim the performance or forbearance of a specified 2 : reason to expect something ; especially : ground for expectation of success, improvement, or excellence

It`s true that the girl used to promise a lot of things. Unfortunately, as YOU know she doesn`t fulfill it. However, there`s always a reason for it. Doesn`t mean she did not tell YOU anything, she don`t bother with what she promised. She had her own reasons. All that was just kept to herself until now. Do YOU even know that?

When she left YOU.. no! that sound so wrong. In fact, she tried to move on cos YOU didn`t show that she was worth being there and in the end, that made YOU decide that she was the one who left. She was still hoping that both of you will be back together but that didn` happen. She even begged and PROMISED that she`ll do anything to gain back your love but none of that happened. Yes, she promised again. At that time she really mean it and YOU thought she was trying to sweet talk. YOU were afraid that she might not fulfill her promises again. However, YOU didn`t give her the chance to prove everthing. YOU didn`t allow her to show to YOU that what her promises are purely promises and not lies. YOU thought she was just being selfish to get YOU back. Nah, that was just a misunderstanding.

During the few months when both of you were together, YOU told her the things that you hate bout her. She tried to change to be a better girl, daughter and also gf. But YOU didn`t see that coming. Even after both of you went separate ways, she didn`t stop thinking of YOU till now. Everything was just as normal for her. But seeing YOU with someone else made her realise it has ended long time ago. Now, YOU told her that everyone is against you and that is wrong. Everyone was just trying their best to make her move on far far away from her dreamland. In any case if they ever showed that they were against YOU, she sincerely apologises.

Is it too much to read now? Hang on..hang on. Just continue. Bear with me.

All she hope from YOU is that there won`t be anymore hard feelings, grudges or whanots between the both of you. She really hope YOU and her can be frens like normal people do. She really wish that YOU can see what she`s been through and willing to understand the real reason for her to not fulfill her promises. Once again, from the bottom of her heart, she apologises if there`s anything that made YOU feel hurt or dissapointed. Also, she`s happy for YOU now that YOU are happy with what you have. She`s very happy for YOU.

Truth is, till now, she feels so guilty for not fulfilling the promises. She even realised that she`s the one to be blamed for evertyhing. If the promises were fulfilled, things won` be this way. YOU won`t change drastically. YOU won`t change to be a very different person.

I, ramizah bte ibrahim, typed this entry on behalf of her. She wants no more fights and cold wars between the both of YOU and the people around YOU and her. Like what YOU said to her, "yang sudah tu sudah."

If there is anything YOU wish to clarify or settle(chey!), YOU can contact her cos she`s willing to answer all your questions. (Accept the reasons why she didn`t fulfill her promises earlier)

That`s all for now. If she feels there`s anything she wants or feel the need to explain, she will let me know and i`ll repost a new entry together with the above text.

"SHE was the first YOU loved and also the first to love YOU.. but she will be the last to stop loving YOU even though she kn0ws YOU already stopped loving HER."

Written, sealed and send by Ramizah. =)

ANNIVERSARY

Happy 1st year anniversary to fadhil and edelia izzati~! Stay cute, sweet and kental always okayy? Heh.

=)

It`s so freaking cold in here that i can barely type out a reply to all the msgs. Dang!

I`m a bit dissapointed with mat c0ol.

First day of the year

Happy new year! I see that 2007 have a lot of interesting surprises stored for me. Let us all hope we will have a smashing year ahead!

Well, i didn`t really go for countdown yesteday. First thing in the morning, i had to work, as y0u all know. Then, when work finally ended, brother fetched me to nenek`s house. Imagine wearing a baju kurung and i had to be a pillion to my brother. I l0oked like some idiots from kampong.(stares at little boy and give a tight slap if you laugh upon reading this. haha)

Spent a few hours at nenek`s house. Met the cousins and this time, not only the cousins were so kecoh; even the adults were kecoh too. Very noisy that even little boy asked why was it like that when he called. Heh!

Brother made fun of ayul who dressed up not in traditional costume but in smart casual. LOL.

Maybe if you look closer, you think he looks familiar. Maria mariana; rosyam nor. Does that rings a bell? No? Oh well, we thought he look like rosyam nor in the maria mariana movie. So nerd and slenge. Nyehaha.

Everyone was in the mood to go for countdown but the aunties decided to make a change. They decided to goo fishing. LOL. So everyone went home to get changed and then met at east coast. From there, we could see the fireworks that was set off at esplanade so it`s like multi-tasking, you see. In the end, we got one very big fish and a few small fishes.

Back at home, i tried to get some sleep but was disturbed by some things that i wish i could just ignore. Then, i forced myself to think of the msgs that mat c0ol and bebeh have sent me before and that actually made me feel sleepy, then. However, by the time i was already dazed and the vision was blur, i received a msg from mat c0ol. By then, i just couldn`t get myself to reach for the phone and reply to his msg.(Sorry)

Today when i wake up to go to work, i realised that i recieved another missed call and msg from little boy I`m sorry..i was too deep in my lala land that i didn`t hear the ringtones blasting.The msgs from mat c0ol and bebeh must have done wonders. LOL.

Now you may have already know that i`m working today and i just feel a little bit sleepy. However, nizam, don`t worry. I`ll smile the whole day, or if not, i`ll put on a smile so long i`m still working. Nyehaha.

Yours truly with the favourite girl.

"I`m ur prince says:
sayang baby deary...i`m in love..with euu"

And i thought i just wanted to start the year as simple as possible. Now, i see another problem coming in. *Breathe in, breathe out. Breathe in, breathe out* Lets take that as a positive thing!