UIR..!

Using internet as a research tool is the most slackest and easiest module i have ever taken. We practically do nothing in class every week and today, or rather now, the tutor is playing very hip and top list songs from youtube to spice the environment while we are supposed to do our practical. How fun! '-'

Not dead, yet.

no, i'm not dead yet. been really really busy that i think i'll die soon. ok kidding.


how's school for me so far? VERY BAD! i got to be the project manager for QSM module and dammit, the tutor is one hell of a kind. she is so random that she'll just go on pickin on me. the other day i went out to the toilet and as soon as i stepped into the class, she said, "ramizah, what are u doing as a project manager? how come ur group members are not doing their work?" so i tried explaining to her that i've given my group mates their individual work but it is all up to them to do it or not but she was there nagging all the way so i got so fed up and decided to do my work as a project manager. "JOHNNNNNNN! WHAT ARE U DOING? STOP PLAYING GAMES AND CONCENTRATE ON UR WORK!" n then she stopped nagging after that. very frustrating, i kn0w. k, that was a paragraph full of anger.


back to where i was. tests are around the corner and that simply means assignment submissions dateline too. so i am here rushing through all the time trying to collate my assignments and worrying about the presentations. dammmnnn! A few more weeks and i'll be done with this block modules! '-'


But of course, school has been very fun and happening too! There's always the cousin, fathin and naqiah to accompany me for every break. There's always rudy and his course friends to entertain me. &there's always timoooo to irritate me. HAHAH! i'm loving every single one of them. yes, all of u. =)


now, back to UIR practicals! tkcre lovelies! =)

yea rite!

"Let your eyes and body language do your talking today. A lot can be communicated."

- Friendster.

MP!

Bloody bitch!

Have u ever get caught in a situation where you just feel that u're the most useless person ever?

Have u ever been in a situation where u can't decide for anything?

Have u ever been in a situation where u would call urself a bitch for all the things u've done?

Have u ever been in a situation where u're the cause for everything?

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the list just goes on and on and on and on..

cause even i have no idea what possessed me till i could do all that.

Yes, u guessed it right.

I'm in that situation NOW.

It's just so hard to explain things here.

It's just so difficult to make a decision at all, because i simply do not have the authority to do so.

I feel so helpless.

I feel so rotten.

I am so useless.

Someone shoot me, please.

to you, i know it's been kinda frustrating these past few days but i really hope it will end pretty soon. i will try to make things right. Really, tk bedek!

coolest chatting room ever

spent the whole day at home trying to understand some codes, search for some useful articles and whining to khai about my problem yesterday. haha! he's always there whenever i need him and somehow he knows me very well. whenever i'm upset with some problems, he will sense it and ask me straight away. LOL! Telepathy..!

At night, was talking to khai again on msn when i received a frenster msg. So i replied to the comment that i received and from there, frenster became a chatting room for ruzaini, faizal and me. It was so funny! We considered the frenster like the msn for us cos whenever i`m typing a comment, i`ll receive a comment from either of them. It goes on and on until ruzaini got so tired of typing and visitng each other's profile which then he surrended. hahaha!

when rudy came online later on, he told me something cute but embarassing for me. i think the photos in the last entry won't make me feel embarassed for the century but instead, it will be what rudy told me. HAHAHA! *ok paiseh alrdy* what if i see him in school? dammmmn..

speaking of school, i skipped class today cos i woke up with a terrible stomachache followed by diaarhoea. i spent a whole 45 minutes in the toilet. ok disgusting. hahaha! so yea, at least i could miss the chance of bumping into him and feeling super paiseh cos he knows everything. sheesh!

today, one mat is coming back to singapore after spending the weekends at pahang, i think. heh! have a safe journey back ok u, mat! if ure reading this, tkcre and kau dah why? LOL!

too...dles!!

♥ My love ♥

Last friday, went to watch Pentas Rahsia in school. Well, it was superb! though there were some glitches in the first few minutes. Went in with dydy and ruru quite late cos we almost couldn't get the tickets. But luckily, we got to sit in the first row since everyone else prefers the upper seats.


I would say the cutest performance by both the girls' and boys' at the starting of the show was exciting! So cuuuute!


Other than that, the girls' dikir performance was also so darn cool! Even rudy who was feeling kinda down at that point of time was laughing his heads off. It proves how gooood the performance was to change his mood instantly. LOL!


Yes yes, i love all the performances but the most favourite one would be the..guys' dk. hehehe! I just couldn't resist staring at one person. LOL!


he was so freeeaaaking enthu ok! Semangatttt mesti mau adeeee ehhh! HEHEHE!!

Ok, let's just hope he won't happen to read this entry. If not, it'll be the most embarrased moment of the century for me ok! Hahaha.


After the whole thing ended, we got to meet the friends....

Naqiah..dont think i dont know why u laughed when u saw me ehhh... *PAISEH*

Oke, group photo! Performer must duduk bawah..LOL!
Rudyy!! Siti's mother, her best fren, naqiah and a lot of people thought you look handsome. How? Kembang or not? HAHAHA!

The cousin, Rara, saw the photo in my phone and said.." ehhhh! Dydy, Fafa and Ruru!" LOL!
(oke, inside joke!)
RUDY! Thanks for the birthday present ehh even though it was..ahh! nvr mind. HAHAHA!


&yesterday, the elder cousin treated the United Rascals team since we have done his event successfully. Gee!


I was looking for my drink when i realised a guy turning at me.. Then i just ignored. But then! I turned to look at him and almost got a heart attack, i swear! The guy looked so familiar.


Even my cousin who have only seen his photos, said they look exactly the same. My younger cousins tried calling out for his name and surprisingly, that guy turned again. Another heart attack! It couldnt be another mere coincidence that his name is the same as the guy that i thought.


So the cousins and I were like observing the guy who found the seats with his family beside our table. Then i finally realised.. He is totally similar to my friend.


His..

• face
• nose
• mouth
• eyes
• skin colour
• face expression
• the way he dresses
• the way he talked
• the way he laughed

..was exactly the same as my friend. I swear! I was so shocked and still am now.. Damn!

Now..exactly who am i refering to? HEHEHEHE!

Guests DJ @ RIA 89.7FM!

last thursday, my cousins & I managed to take a few hours off from our busy practice schedules to rush over to RIA. It was such a wonderful and exciting experience!

we were supposed to reach mediacorp at 740pm sharp but somehow, we end up being very early! We reached there ay 650pm! HAHAHA! Until KC went like, "ehh, cepat nye korg!"

then of course, we almost got heart attack when fiza o just came from behind us and shouted, "oi korgggggg!!!" HAHAHA. very funy!

since we were very early, we had to wait for our time to be on air which is at 8pm. while waiting, the three of us, ok, make that four since fiza o joined in with us camwhoring at the waiting area. LOL! we even had our own crazy time of music video. NYEH!

when it was finally time to be on air, siti was like pinching me all over my arm just to calm herself down. OUCHHHHH! so we talk talk talk and while we were off air, everyone was complaining about being hungry and all. HAHA!

Oh yes, the one where siti and I had to compete to answer for the correct joke, i was like cursing myself for not entertaining my cousins' jokes each time he tried to give me some. But luckily, i made it la! If not, i had to sing...LUCKILY,no need! Woohooo!

After everything ended, we stayed in the conty for a while to have a chat with the rest before heading to the famous roti prata shop at thomson.

&after that, what else? Go home laaaa! Tired sia...

Happy 2nd Anniversary!

my apologies that this promised entry came a bit later cos i have totally lost all my free time. As some of you might already know, my cousins & I have started a production team where initially, we were just doing it for the family but gradually, outsiders even hired us. & now, we are really busy scheduling our events, trainings and giving out equal tasks t everyone. Sadly, i hardly have any free time to spare since the start of hari raya. it`s always rushing here and there and the body is alrdy aching here and there like some makcik makcik. hehe!


So what have i been up to other than being bz all day long with the production thing?


* the whole family went back to the hometown to visit the sick relative there.
- we got so excited because we finally got to see the extended cousins whom we last saw like 5 - 10 years back! hahaha. sumer dah lawa2 ehh..


* the cousin and I spent our deepavali practising for our upcoming event and also, be the guests DJ @ 89.7FM.
- being the guests DJ on that day was super cool, i tell you! i`ll post the photos in the next entry! do check it out okay?! HEH!


*we had our very first official event where we had to plan everything for Fiqah's bday and it was held at a chalet.
-the birthday girl and their parents were so happy and thankful that the event was a success one though there were some glitches from their side. lol! hip hip hooray!


basically that was it for last week!
&some good news! Our production team have received very strong support from public regarding our business and we are currently clinching a new event with a few of them. cool kan?! hehehe.


speaking of which, what day is it today?
IT'S MY 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
SO...
HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY TO ME!

&boy, u were such a sweetie ytd!
just like 6 yrs ago! lol! if u know what i mean..
WAK AMIN?! SAPE WAK AMIN?
LOL!

not enough hours.

the computer and lappy are not down. the internet is not down. i am just very busy. very very very busy that even my mother misses me. FOR REAL. cos i am hardly at home staring and irritating her like i used to. hehe.

this term's timetable is very bad cos lessons start very early and end in the late afternoon. sigh. &to add on, i have very long break stretching to 5 hours before the next lesson. tell me how bad that is.

not only that, sometimes after my lessons end, i have to meet the cousins to discuss for our upcoming event. i will only reach home close to midnight. that has been going on for 2 consecutive weeks. now i know why my mother missed me so much.

then comes the weekends, non stop training with the cousins and rushing here and there to get all the things done. If i don`t lose weight by the end of this whole event, my body must be really crazy. LOLS!

okie dokie. i need to get back to my assignments which is due..next week! heeee. i promise the next entry which will be pretty soon, will be filled with lots of photos. promise! =)

&khai! i think i`m in love! really really..tk bedek! hehehe. but then again, who will believe me kan? lol!