parkisstan.

Since my topic was interrupted just now..
let`s just change the topic to park-kiss-tan!

Not the Pakistani.

Not the history of Pakistan.


but..
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how much people think I look like a Pakistani.


before that, for some of you who have forgotten how I look, here`s a quick recap. Lol!

So, what do you think?
Do I look like a Pakistanis?


You guys will think that only 1 or 2 people said that I look like a Pakistani but I guess you`re wrong.


I got to know a guy friend three years back. When he saw me, he asked whether I`m from Pakistan or do I have any family members who are of that descent and I gave a simple answer which is “no”. When I asked him why he asked that, he said because I look like one.


At home, I asked my parents about it and they just gave me the same answer I gave to my friend.


I met another friend after that. He brought me to an outing with his family and when his mother saw me, she talked to me in English because she thought I`m a Pakistanis and do not speak malay. All I did was laugh and replied her in malay.


&then, I met a new friend two years back. Well, this time, he didn`t mention that I look like a Pakistanis or whatnots. I was glad that history doesn`t repeat by itself but then, I was wrong. He brought me to see his grandmother and yes, u guessed it right. She thought I have a Pakistani blood. &to top it all, she asked if my family was from Malacca. Hahahhahahahhahahahaha!
Not enough with pakistans, now my face look like Malaccan ehh!
My dear friend just laughed when he heard his grandmother said that.
What did I do?
Just smile and explained that I`m neither one of what she thought I am.


I went home and told my mother bout it. All she did was laugh at how funny this people can get. You bet, I was a bit confused. I didn`t know why they had to say that. But then, I told myself to ignore all of it.


Soon, I was sitting at the busstop and came another makcik who turned to me and asked for the time in ENGLISH. I replied in malay and she looked impressed. Haha! I knew what was she thinking and told her that I`m a malay. This time, she laughed and said that she thought I`m a Pakistanis cos I look like one.


&no, it wasn`t just that. Recently, I met my poly friend. After knowing me for almost a year, he asked if I`m a Pakistanis. WTH! I didn`t bother to answer him so I gave him a stare and just smile. Haha!


so you see, until now, I`m still wondering why these people have to even think that I look like a Pakistanis. The question is, which part of my face says that I`m one?


The mouth?
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Nah, I have no idea.


The nose
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Nah-uh. My nose is so flat while Pakistani’s noses are all sharp. Haha!


My eyes?
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Cannot be. They have big rounded eyes while mine are so damn small.


My ears?
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I don`t think they make any difference.


my skin tone?
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I have no idea.


the way I dress?
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ahh! I think that is it!


Now, tell me. Tell me what you think of me and why these people think that way. I really wanna know. I`m curious, you see.

wheee-yerd.

Haha! This is so weird but I was just typing out a long story about my friend mentioning how much I miss her, how much we`ve not talked for hours and etc when suddenly, the hp vibrates and I saw her name on the screen. Haha!
Terkejut siakk aku. Mcm tau2 jerr.
So I decided to delete the whole paragraph cos I sudah malu. I told her that I was just talking bout her. Haha!
Ok maybe next time laa eh!

funny la dey !

hola hola ! !

today must be such a hilarious day. first, i was on the way to work and there`s this apek who sat in front of me. after a while, he took out his shaver and started shaving his beard ! gosh, can`t he do it at home? &to make it worse, he shaved for an exact 30 minutes. haha ! everyone was practically laughing and some of the auntie`s face beside me changed to red. lol !

at work. i was cleaning up the desk and i heard the door being opened. i thought it was rehan but when i took a glance, it was a girl wearing a tudung. rehan cannot be wearing a tudung whattt. &when i looked again, it was sayang ! ahah! she got the wrong shift. she was supposed to work in the afternoon but she came in the morning. hahahaha !

okey. i`m going to the main gate for a while. hee !

backkkyy back !

i went to take the pizza from the delivery man. cik noor(our sugardaddy!) treated us! rehan and i were making so much noise because there were no customers and hairol was complaining to the three of us regarding something. then cik noor told me to call and order for pizza. we got all excited and wait no longer. i grabbed the phone and called to order. rehan and i were then teasing cik noor for non stop. lol !

who cares; we are having fun !

what bout you?

;when i know i can trust you

I`m currently with sayang at mcdee !

we just finished helping ina with her blogskin. hee. we hope we`ve been a great help to her. *but kan! i tk puas hatiiii. i jadik sayang nyer secretary sehh. she instructed me to write a lot of times. chet!*

anyway, i think there`s something wrong with sayang. sayang has something against her bags..eh no, i mean, her bags has something against her !*alaa, biaserla, sumer org against dier* We were on the way to ina`s house and she realied her bag "PATAH" as claimed by her. Padahal, putus.

We also saw something which made us ponder upon.

" are we at bedok?"

"are we at punggol?"

"or are we at hougang?"

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as we were reaching hougang interchange, we saw this...

i thought bedok reservoir is near tampines.

i thought punggol is near sengkang.

i don`t mind if they say punggol cos it`s near sengkang anyway.

but BEDOK RESERVOIR ? !

my school is not anywhere near hougang sehh !

no wonder people always get confused of where they stay or in which district they are in.

LOL !

when we reached ina`s block, sayang was so excited when she saw a cctv camera outside the lift so i took her photo. haha!

jakon giler siakkk!

after we were done with helping ina, we went to meet iman who was coincidently at the interchange. went over to harvey norMAN(inside joke) and then went over to mcdee at tamp.

as usual, sayang is forever taking pictures of herself with my hp camera. she just found out bout the frames available and..here`s some to show how excited she got.

OH OH! sayang even took the picture of the national football player who is sitting near us. fanatic sgt budak niii. tsk! *tk laaa. i think because he`s tall, dark and handsome*

But then sayang`s happiness was shortlived because she saw a lady sat manja-ly beside that guy. haha! she`s been staring at the lady non stop sehh. lol!

Bebeh ! I`ve found the solutions to my prob. all thanks to sayang. whee! IN-STALL-MENT !

p.s: ina ! thanks for the nasi ayam ehh. buat susah2 jer. hee!

YAY!

Hello pretty thang!
First of all, lets thank sayang for the main picture! I asked her to help me edit cos I have no more ideas of what to do with all of it and it was fantastic uh! She was so excited that she couldn`t wait for me to reach home. She called and msged me a few times just to tell me how much effort she has put in. haha! So cute!

Anyway, had to wake up early in the morning for the revision lecture. Eugene called to say that he`ll be late so I told him that I`ll go to the lecture room first. By the time I reached, it was still early so I waited and waited and waited. Surprisingly, Eugene came soon after that and the teacher hasn`t arrive yet. So we wait and wait and wait. Our lecturer came and he went into another theatre. I remember looking for the location of the revision in ole. It stated LT10 not LT11 so anyway, we just went to LT11 and continue with the revision. Haha!

After that, went to meet bebeh at tampines. Gosh, I miss her so much sehh. &guess what? She forgot something! Anyways, went to survey something and then she had to make her way to ubi for her driving lesson. As it was her first time, she was so nervous. Her face was sooooo worried and she told me her stomach was full of butterflies. Haha. I wonder what colour. *okay, inside okay* But when I told her that I`ll accompany her, her face expression changed the very minute. Ish! Naughty girl. Lol!

So we made our way there and on the way, we saw shaz. Then, while I was waiting for bebeh at the driving center, a guy approached me. The minute he sat beside me, I could sense something`s not right. &yes, I was right. He turned to me and gave me that pervetic look. He tried talking to me but I was too scared so I blast the song on my mp3. suddenly, I felt guilty because maybe that guy was trying to ask me something so I turned to him and he started asking me a lot of unnecessary questions. After answering his questions, I realized I do not want to bother him no more so I put on my earphones and pretend that he wasn`t there. However! I realized he was staring at me for almost 30 minutes. I felt so uncomfortable and I told myself, “ if he were to pull me to one corner, I`ll do whatever khaii has taught me. REMEMBER: I do no want to go the same thing ever again. Pls pls pls.” So after staring at me, he handed out his hand and smiled to me. Dang! He wanted to shake hands with me and all I did was “err, it`s okay..” and then he walked away! Phew!

I swear I do not understand why I have to face that kind of situations a lot of times after that scary incident. I just don`t get it. I tried telling myself that it`s just coincidence but I just can`t help being afraid.

SO SO SO! I knew the brother is in a good mood today. So, I smiled as widely as I could and walked towards him. I told him what I want to do with the digicam and he just screamed. Haha! But oh well, after that he said, “yeah, sure!” and by that minute, I snatched back the digicam and hopped to my room. I`m a happy girl, you see! =))

I`m off!

i just need more time, trust me.

hola !
i`ve been wanting to blog but a lot of silly things happened. so anyway, i`m lucky enough today cos i can use sayang`s lappy. so anyway, last thursday, went out with my MTMO girls; shaz and sayang. we planned to catch a movie but i changed the whole plan and asked them to go for a walk around town. so we met and went to far east to have our lunch. of course, when the MTMO girls meet, we have loads of stories to tell. we spent a whole 1 1/2 hours telling our very own stories. after which, we headed to the shops to look for my shoes. unfortunately, i couldn`t find it so we went over to mccafe or what sayang call mccepeh since shaz wanted to use the lappy to check out something. but then, the internet connection was too low so we shifted over to the nearest mcdee. this time, there were no switch or what sayang call SUIS. so! we went to mcdee at lucky plaza. stayed there for a few hours and then headed home. on the way to the mrt station, sayang told me something and i thought it was for real. little did i know, she was actually teasing me. haha! kentot betol. &in the mrt, shaz and sayang made me act some scene in one of the dramas.

yesterday; saturday. work was hectic. i had so much things to do. usually, i had to tend to the museum customers only but yesterday, i had to attend to the museum customers, exhibition customers, artists for the exhibition and seksa amazing race contestants. and not enough with that, cik khalid made me have lunch with the artists. for once, i felt like a businesswoman having lunch with my client. haha!

today;sunday! working afternoon shift. so much problem came up. they are having a dikir barat competition here and the gate people who are selling the tickets for the dikir barat created a whole llot of problems for us. i had to make a lot of rounds to complain to the person in charge. how tiring!

pictures up next!

while waiting for shaz..

that guy was so cute. kesian dier makan sorang. nak i temankan?

okeh. that was the thing sayang was teasing me bout?

shaz and mizahh

MTMO GIRLS!

someone said asal toilet tu leh naek turun seh? haah. kesian sayang!

ewahhh!

UUUUUUUUUU-bin!

I`m dissapointed. Dissapointed with myself. Dissapointed with the results. Dissapointed with all these. I couldn`t believe my eyes. I tried reading the results again and again but my eyes weren`t playing tricks on me. I failed. Yes, i failed one subject. I was sad, ashamed and dissapointed. I was sad because I expected my grades to improve not the other way round. I was ashamed cos my GPA is very low and just drop compared to the last term. I was dissapointed cos i studies hard for this exam. I tried to understand the whole concept and did a lot of practices.

I was confused so i called bebeh but she didn`t answer. I know she was busy so i msged her instead to tell her everything. *i know i`m so irritating.* Then, she had to go for her lunch so i decided not to disturb her.

Next, it was sayang. She was online so i told her everything. She made me calm down and made me believe that i`m going to do better next time.

But still, i couldn`t calm down. So, next stop was khaii. Haha! Told him every single thing and i was shock that he said the same exact thing as sayang. After that, he sounded a bit aggressive. He made me promise that i`ll work harder for the next semester and he told me "No more going out!" and i knew he was serious bout it.

I`m so grateful that i have these three people in my life. I wouldn`t know what to do otherwise. I wouldn`t know how to calm myself down. I wouldn`t know how to accept the fact. I wouldn`t know..

On a much brighter note, i had soooooooooo000oooo much fun yesterday for the gathering. Except for the fact that i was injured. We followed everything according to plan but as usual, janji melayu, some of the guys were late. We went off to ubin an hour late from the time planned.

Rented the bicycles and then started our journey. After spending time through the bumpy road, steep slopes, muddy tracks and being attacked by the mosquitos, we decided to head back to the jetty since all of us were already hungry. When we were near the shop, bebeh and i fell of the bike! Yes yes, laugh all u want. The roads were damn slippery due to the rain, mind you. Bebeh got bruises and scratches on her left elbow while I got scratches on my left elbow, left hand and also bruises on my butt. well, according to sayang, we fell "to the left". now, my butt feel so numb. the bone near the thigh is aching and the thigh`s skin has a long red mark. Sheesh!

Anyway, after that we went over to eastpoint to have our lunch. Netti came minutes later and we had our dessert together. then, the guys decided to play at the arcade. i didn`t have the mood to play since the hand was hurting. after that, sayang i edel fadhil faisal rudy fadzly zur and nizam went to the open space at the nearest cc to play games. by 7+, sayang and i headed home cos i was already too tired and sayang needed to buy something for her mummy.

overall, everyone had fun and i am glad that everything went according to plan. well, we shall do this again next time. with no injuries ehh. haha!

for now, let me thank everyone for their concern. in random order..

i wanna thank..

...sayang fr being such a sweet friend and helping me out when i had difficulties climbing the stairs. &thanks for making me walk faster when we were going in the bump boat.

...edel for insisting on carrying my bag.

...iffah for wiping the dirt off my pants and hand.

...zur for suggesting that he should ride me back to the shop. too bad, i can`t even grip the bike`s handle laaa.

... fadhil rudy faisal fadzly for being so concern when they knew i fall of the bike.

...nizam for his never ending msgs telling me to rest.

...bebeh for everything. i`m not mad cos u made me fall laa. i love you, i really do!

now thank me for this embarassing fact that i fell.

BLOGSKIN ANYONE?

My friend, hajar and I have come up with a fantastic idea.
Quite a few people has asks us on how to do the blog layout and etc.
We`ve been trying to help through online but it`s a little bit difficult.
So we thought meeting face to face is much better.
Since we are having our 2 months break now so we thought we have enough time to meet those people and help them with their layout.
&don`t worry,
it`s F.O.C!
Hee.
=))
Okehh, we better start this fast.
Anyone who wish to meet us and ask for our help, just email us the most suitable time and date you`re free to
mizahh_89@hotmail.com
Or
hajar_nass13@hotmail.com
If you find it a little bit inconvenience, you can add us up at msn! We will be more than glad to entertain you. Hee!

Don`t worry. We don`t eat people. Hee!

We`ll be waiting...

Yea, i`m blogging again cos i just have to.

I need to type out the things that my mind are talking.

I know it would turn out this way.

I`ve already expected it way before hand.

I know you`re mad.

I know you`re frustrated.

I know you`re confused.

I know you`re dissapointed.

I know exactly how u`re feeling.

I know exactly why u`re feeling that way.

But then, i won`t assume anymore.

Cos, i`ve always done that.

I know all that cos you didn`t contact me after that.

Actually, i already knew that you won`t.

BUT..

after hearing that you will when you receive IT, i was convinced that you would.

BUT..

you didn`t.

I guess now you know why i was staring at you blankly..

smiling when you teased me..

smiling when you said i was so into you..

grinning when you were being so talkative..

helding your hand tightly...

&hugging you tightly.

In case you don`t, it`s because i`ve already expect your reaction and the situation to be.

I know i won`t get a positive reaction out of this.

I just know.

So i thought i would make full use of that outing since it would be the last time i could hear your voice and see your face.

But please, allow me to explain further.

The reason i did that was to make everything clear.

I didn`t want to be in that situation anymore.

I`m tired to be treated that way.

I`m sick of it.

I just need to be taken seriously.

Boy, that was my only intention.

I guess your intentions are good too.

I think you were just trying to make me feel happy and appreciated and loved.

Honestly, i appreciate that.

BUT..Reality check; we don`t belong together.

I`m not trying to make you feel like i`m blaming or accusing you.

Why would i do that?

I freaking **** you.

I know by this time, you have already finished reading what`s given to you.

I may not know how u reacted to it but i sure do know how u`re feeling.

Honestly, i don`t wish it to end here.

But if you`ve already decided to end it, i`ve got no other choice but to follow it.

Just know that, whatever it is, i won`t stop loving you.

I`m happy as long as you`re happy!

Pssssttt! I love you.

1. I`m not blaming you.

2. I know your good intentions but it won`t last, you see.

3. I won`t disturb you if that means making you happy.

4. Don`t bother bout me. I`ll be just fine.

I`m truly sorry if i`ve hurt you in any way. I just want you to be happy. That`s all that i ever wanted.

rammmmyyy!

Okehh. Where did i last stop? Yea, last friday. So, on saturday, went to meet lina cos i wanted to look for the shoe that i wanted but since we couldn`t find it, went to shop for other things. After which, headed home. Not exactly. I had to sleep over at her house since the family are out of town.

The very next day, went to work and didn`t went home straight after that. accompanied sayang to end her shift and after that, went over to marina aquare with the auntie, uncle and the cousin. had such a great day at work cos rosli was busy entertaining us. imagine, he looks at me and just laugh. i`ll look at him and tell him some silly stories. sayang will be the blur one cos she was a bit deaf that day. yea, went to marina square to look for the shoes that i wanted but sadly, to no avail. sad tauuu. after which, the cousin suggested to have dinner at bedok corner since she was craving for ikan pari bakar. lol! the auntie then remembered that i was craving for ikan pari bakar too last few weeks so they agreed to have dinner there. headed back home after that.

oops! ignore the pimples. hee!

the lights that we got excited over. TAU TAKPER!

yes, i`m chubby. tembam. gemok. i know that. haaah!

&yes, he`s taller laa! why? cos i`m short!

*teringat aku the conversation we had ytd! lol*

kaooo! ni lagik tembam sehh.

tapi takper, nampak cam samer height kan? heee.

mondayy. met sayang at ws to shop for some things at popular. then, went separate ways and i made my way to city hall. I HAD TO WAIT FOR ALMOST 1 hour for little boy! ! Yes, he kept postponing the time from 3.30 to 5 to 6! Dang! &in the end, he came at 6+. Well, basically, went to marina square to look for the thing that he wanted. he`s being ever so fickle-minded. from zara, we went over to topshop. back to zara. went to quiksilver then, ripcurl and back to quiksilver. Sheesh! After which, went to have our lunch and that`s when i had my unique drink. haha! ribena+ green tea. why? the green tea tasted like err, okay i won`t say. then, headed back home. UHHH, i won`t elaborate what happened after that. Tsk!

did i mention i love her loads? yes, yes. i love her!

&today, the auntie treated us to swensen`s at WS. went shopping for a while and headed back home after that. thanks aunt for the treat! heee. owh, the whole day, all of us were entertained by mira`s singing. however, the song was all the same. PENCINTA WANITA. LOL!

...to be cont`d(with another sad story)..

OLE tampines!

A day at tampines! !

FINALLY! I`ve been waiting and waiting for this entry page to load from 10 till now(1106). No, there`s nothing wrong with my comp cos i asked my friend to help me and she claimed the same problem. So there must be something wrong with blogger.

Anyway! I planned to go shopping today and asked sayang to accompany me and we did follow according to plan. Since her concession is already dead, we had no choice but to go places in the east and it`s none other than TM. Yea, we did when for some shopping but somehow, my mind was too tired to continue. So we decided to sit somewhere and minutes after we sat down, we saw the guys; zur, faisal &fadzly. Talked and then, decided to follow them. Where else? To the PSP shop nearby.


ehem! Someone was wearing heels, anyway.



now, teasing her poor friend. Tsk!



aaaahhh! That`s better.

After which, we wanted to catch a movie but the show that we wanted wasn`t available. Of course, everyone was so fed up laa. In the end, we made our way to the arcade. Fadzly and sayang were so excited to play the HOUSE OF THE DEAD 2.

"Camne nak reload ni?" *trying to search for the instructions* - Fadzly

"Alamak. Just move the gun away from the screen laa. Itu pun nak kene ajar ke?" - Zur

So I gave them the token and as soon as fadzly inserted to token in, both of them were ready set to fire.

"Ehk, belom start laa. Haha!" -mizahh

"Hahah! Excited ni." - fadzly and sayang.

So when the game starts, their face were so serious uhhh. Biaser, enthu. LOL!


wahhhh!

Unfortunately, both of them forgot to reload the gun so the silly mizahh have to keep reminding them to reload till it was game over.

"Ehk, korg tk reload! HAHA." - mizahh

"Haha! Kene reload ehk?" - Fadzly

"Alamak, korg siakkk uhh. Nak maen bih tak tau. Tsk!" - mizahh

After that, we played the air puck game which made us all sighed because we spent like a lot of money on it. Haha! The game was so gerek but sadly, I kept losing. Sheesh!

&because of the fact that we already spent a lot of money, we decided to stop playing and made our way to BK where all of us had the Hershey`s pie. Then, made our way to the favourite hangout place, mcdee, where the guys had their dinner.

Everyone was teasing and disturbing each other and enjoying each moment spent together. Then suddenly,

"HP kau MODUL aper ar?"- sayang

"Huh? Aper kau ckp?" - mizahh

"Hahah! HPnye MODUL apa sih?" - fadhil

Then,sayang was teased by everyone. However, that`s not the end of it.

"HP kau ader blueTOOT?" - sayang

"Haha! BlueTOOT!" - fadhil

Haha! She wanted to say bluetooth but somehow, slip of the tongue kann.

"Haha! Tu laa, slalu kacau org kann. Amek kau skrg, kene balek." - fadhil


seekkkk maen ngn PSP dorannnnng jerr. Hmpf!


takper. Kiter pun bole maen game uhhh. Nak tk?
Senang jerr. Look to the camera and smile. Easy rite?



wahhh! Senyummmman paling manis.



you pose gitu, I pose gini okehh?



alamak! Hidung I besar uhh. Another one can?



ehhhkk! Asal muke I siket, muke u yg besar? Tk fair sehhh. Dahh uh, nak maen game laaennn.



maen game uh! Sayang, tu bukan calculator tauu, tu hp! Lol!



tadi dah la maen PSP, skrg nak maen game kiter pulakkk.



that`s fadzly! Ehkk, korg notice something tk? Kat BK, duduk facing each other. Kat mcdee, duduk beside each other. Kat arcade, maen game togeder2. Ade pape ke ni? LOL!



okehh. Ni aku tgh maen gamme. I know my face very burok uh!


Dah dah! Enough.
Toodles!

Exams are over. Let`s parttttay!

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! ! !

I`m so happpppyyyy! ! Yes, very happppyy! !


I won`t comment much bout the papers cos it`s already over. I won`t be like some people who will just brag about their exams. Haha!


Anyway, life`s been great for me. Went out with the cousins last saturday to catch a movie. After which, we headed over to the mrt station to send siti hajar off. Then, the four of us, lina boboy acoi and myself walked from PS all the way to the end of orchard road.

So when there`s only two girls left(who doesn`t act like a girl at all..haha!) , the guys will take control. Like how? Telling all the stupid guy`s jokes and made the girls behave like one of them. Haha! Then, comes the funny part.

"K, we go sit somewhere yg bole enjoy laa. Like somewhere yg tk boring urh."

"Aku tau! ! I-gallop!"

"Pantat kaoo ar!"

&everyone just burst into laughters.

So we ended up chilling at mcdee till very late. Before heading back home, we watched the fireworks display because of the chingay.

The next day, as i`ve mentioned in one of my entries; work and then planned bebeh`s surprise birthday.

Monday till thursday, was exam. Today, since it was the last day of exam, bebeh and i headed off to WS for shopping ! ! Yes, i love it! Heee. Well, we bought almost everything that caught our eyes and i`m happy with it. I`m just not happy with one thing. She gets to go for the facial thing at only $18 but i can`t cos i`m not 18 yet! ! Not fair!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

NOT FAIR! !

Anyway, to those people whom i did not reply their msgs, i`m really sorry. I`ve been studying the whole week. I promise i will reply soon after this eyy. Hee!

I feel even great now. Chatted with cousin just now after like, say, a few weeks of not talking(besides that day when i saw her at downtown) to each other. Well, i hope she liked the idea that i gave her. Wheee~ &now, talking to hardi. I guess what sayang used to say is true. He`s full of crap uhh. We are like discussing on what i dreamt the other nite. The weird thing is, i wonder why i told him bout that silly dream or what he consider it as nitemare. Even bebeh doesn`t know bout it uhhhhhhh! Haha!

Enough. I`m tired. bye.