Someone is legal now!

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Bebeh turned 18 today! Yes yes, my beloved girl. Heee!

We, the sparklesBABES are very glad that the last minute surprise plan that i came up with, went well. I mean it when i say last minute; 2 days before her birthday.

I was so worried that i can`t do something to celebrate for her birthday. Then, when i was on the way to work on sunday, the plan just came to me. Called up sayang and dear for a meet up and we spent the whole afternoon doing her the things.

What was my plan? We bought 18 balloons and insert some clues in it. The clues will help her lead to where we place our presents for her. Heh! So, we also asked for family to help us with the surprise too.

3.30 pm
Sayang and dear goes to her house.

With the help of her mother, they blew the balloons, tie it and then place all the 18 balloons on her bed. As for the presents, they are placed according to the clues in the balloons.

4pm

Ran away from bebeh who coincidently, end her paper at the same exact time as me.

Rushed to bebeh`s house after i end my paper.

Left bebeh at the busstop though i told her to meet me there.

5.oo pm

THEN...When she finally reach home, her face was priceless. Of course, she was shocked ah!

We wanted to take some pictures and leave after that but bebeh insisted that we should eat with her first. So we ate and spent some time talking. Had our group hug and then, passed her our CLUE BOOK.

inspired by zoom thailand! hee.

the instructions in the book.

of course, our rules for her. =)

&last but not least, signing off.

The three of us, then, decided to walk to the interchange. I didn`t expect sayang and dear to be so hyperactive uhhh. They were making me laugh the whole way to the interchange. Hee!

Good way to relieve stress ehhhh. BUT THEN..I still have to revise. Two more papers and i will be free. Whee! Oh, i`m very happy. The family won`t be in singapore for the whole weekend. I`ll be all alone and i plan to go out and come back late. =))

Before i end. BEBEH! Though you always leave early when we go out and though you never fail to nag at us, WE STILL LOVE YOU OKAY!

More pictures are in my camera but too bad, the camera is with bebeh. We made her take photo each time she finds a clue. LOL.

"WAH! Dah legal sehhhhh!"

A friend.

Friends come & go. That`s what always happens. I don`t think they should be called friends. How bout acquaintance? Sounds good?

Well, each and everyone of us must have some acquaintance. If not at least, a few, rite? As for me, i do have a few people who comes in to my life and be my very close frens but somehow, they jsut go after a while. I believe that some of them have their own reasons for leaving but for the rest, i think it`s already their nature. Heh!

I`ve been left. No, that sounds so wrong. I have a friend who used to be very close to me. We used to have lots of things to do and feel like doing. We have our own ways of entertaining each other. We will discuss on silly things like; anger. We love to take the wrong buses to reach our destination. Hahaha. We love giving each other surprises. However, i just realised he is someone with characters and attitude that i loathe. Yes, HATE.

For that few months of knowing each other, i feel like i was living in some comedy world. Every word that came out from his mouth was all bullshit. And what does bullshit means? LAME, of course. He is also the guy whom we; mainly lina and hafidz, associates as "MACAM PAHAM". The truth is, he knows a lot of things but it`s all small things like, esplanade is in singapore. Yes dude, all of us knows that, don`t we? Haha! Other than that, i still remember how his sentence can get all jumble up. His favourite quote: "SAMA AH DENGAN."

I guess most of u must be thinking who this person is. Well, he is mr shabir!









I miss him truckloads man. I miss the way we stare at each other and came up with great ideas on what to do. I miss his voice. I miss bullying him. I miss looking at him and laughing like a mad woman for no apparent reason. I miss everything bout him. Sheesh!


I miss the way he looks at me whenever i come up with better ideas than him. Haha!



I know he have his reasons for not acknowledging me. Actually, we have our own reasons for not contacting each other. We have to take care of that someone`s heart. We don`t wanna hurt her. I think shabir is an exception. I won`t call him my acquaintance. He shall be my friend. Heeee.

EEEUUU! I need eeeuuuu!

As much as i hate to say and believe it, i know i very well have to let go. It`s very hard for me since i`ve tried for the past two years but i`m left with no choice. Why is it that I just can`t get what i need? Why must i be the one losing everything? Why does it seems like it`s the end for me? Why must it be me? I am so fugging sure of my feelings. I have already lost my heart and soul. I`m not gonna let myself lose my pride. No way! I just have to be much stronger than i was two years ago. I know i got only myself to pull me through and continue this journey.

"Aku tak pernah menduga begini hebatnya duka lara bila berakhirnya cinta. Mengapa ku sukar untuk melupakanmu?"

I`m lost without you.

Let`s start with a proper entry once again and forget bout whatever that has happened. Hee!

Well, as you all can see, i did a little bit of adjusting to the blogskin; changing the colours and stuff. I added a new song too which i`m currently addicted to. I don`t mind playing this song for the whole day. Heeeeh!

So anyway, on tuesday, after work, i decided to walk alone at a busy street but somehow, that incident had to be played on my mind just because of one stupid man. I mean, i was happily window shopping and deciding if i should spend my pay and then, came a guy who..ahhh! shut up mizahh. So after that, i FORCED myself to go home cos i didn`t want the parents to get worried.

The next day, i stayed at home the whole day. At first, sayang and i planned to go out since we were dead bored at home but canceled the plan since my mood wasn`t that good. Tried to read up the notes and managed to cover up only a quarter of it. At least something kannn..

Thursday! Met the sparklesBABES at pasir ris int and then went off to downtown to have our BRUNCH. Called iffah to join us after she ends her lesson but she skipped her boring lesson and joined us instead! Haha. Naughty! Later after that, went to the beach where i took the time to complete my personal things while the rest had their 'PHOTOSHOOT' session and smashing laughter session. After spending like, say, 3 hours there, went to mccafe while bebeh went home. Then, it was home sweet home for me. Went to my room and saw a medium sized package on my bed. I shrieked while bapak was telling me that was a present from my secondary school friend. AWW, my birthday was 2 months ago laa but thanks anyway! Heeee!







Iffah telling us some silly stories!





Bullying the next birthday girl. Heeeeh.





Bebeh and sayang! <3





The present that i got. Hahah!



Friday; boring. Went over to the auntie`s house and just wasted time there till 7. Accompanied the cousin to fetch her husband from i don`t know where and she sent me home.

TODAY! I`m working again for the last time of this month. Maybe, going out with all the cousins later or if they decided to cancel the plan, going to study with aini. Yeah, she asked me to study with her since she`ll be studying with **** too. *winks* Bebeh! I`m fugging paisehh tau! LOL.

Crack the brain!

I decided to delete all my recent entries and type out a decent one now. Heh! But before that, where shall i start? Shall i begin with this week?

Okay, on monday, my class had speech presentation for comm skills. Of course, we had to wear formal since it`s presentation. My classmates looked so serious for once cos we had to preapre our own speech and address to everyone bout our report. Yes, yours truly was very anxious, scared and afraid. Why afraid? Cos she`s scared that her speech will be too mundane and that will result in the deduction of marks. Afraid that her content will be too little and that will result in so little things to say. However, in the end, everyone did a very good job abd the teacher was actually smiling all the way. Phew! After lesson, went to have our lunch in the canteen and something cute happened. Well, something which i don`t expect to happen(not so soon). I`m confused actually. I`m not sure if i`m happy that he already knows. I`m not sure if i want him to know and in fact, i`m not sure if it is actually true what i`m feeling. Sheesh! Anyway, since he`s happy with it too, i`m okay with it. Heee!After which, the cousin called to ask me to accompany her to buy something for her parent`s wedding anniversary. I agreed but before that, had to go to her house since she has not yet dressed up. Met mother there since she wanted to visit the auntie who was sick. When i reached there, the auntie and mother realised something bout me and kpt asking me the reasons why. I just didn`t have the answer for them so i kept mum and waited till the cousin was ready. Went to look for the things that she wanted and then headed home. So that was my mondayy.

On tuesday, i had a bad stomach ache that i cried in OOPG lab just to endure the pain. Hah! I`m just proud of myself for that day cos for the first time in my life, i gave the lecturer my full concentration for that 3 whole hours of lecture. Wow! Then, i did not attend accounting tut becos the tutor said he just wants to tell us our result. I took the chance to complete my CORE report and after that, went off to meet sayang with bebeh.

The next day, one hour of revision lecture and then, demo for database lesson. Basically, my group had to present our assignment individually and so, i think i did the best among my group members becos i managed to complete the query statement according to the teacher`s instruction. Whee~ Then, went to meet grace yap to show her my report and let her edit. After that, went to meet sayang at bugis to look for something for her goodfren; HERO ALONE. heh!

Thursday! Another presentation and grace yap said my group`s presentation is interesting becos we put in the effort to changed the statements and make it our own way. Hee! After that was an hour of database tutorial and then, went to complete the report before handing in to the group leader. Then, went to meet the cousin since she wanted to rebond her hair. Waited for her a for a few hours and i could actually sleep while waiting. Heh!

Friday, met sayang in school since she wanted to print some letters then, went off to my house cos i had something to do. After that, went..no! before that, sayang had a short convo with my father. my father and her dad used to be in the same workplace. they were talking bout their frens and then my father went on to talk bout their fren, hassan, who just passed away. after a few minutes of silence, sayang asked my father,"HASSAN tu maseh keje?" and what did my father answered? "Hassan tu dah meninggal laaa." HAHAHA! I couldn`t stop laughing. My father have been mentioning that hassan has already passed away but she just had to ask. Haah! ME-NIN-GGAL?! So after that, went off to bugis to meet her fren for a while to pass some things. Then, met shaz to accompany her go for her interview. We left after a while cos we had to meet the GUYS at tamp and we thought we were running late.

Yesterday; saturday. went off to work feeling so confused of what i was going thru. Tried to calm myself down but the emotions just had to run up high and so so higgh. LOL! Bebeh came in the afternoon shift and then i decided to have fun with her. HAHA! Waited for her till she finised her shift and then went to meet shaz at bugis mrt. Headed to tamp mall to dine at delifrance since we were dead hungry. After that, went seperate ways. Pssst! Bebeh, i`m sorry. I do want to follow uu but i don`t want my emotions to spoil our day laaa. I just thought i want to handle it alone and besides, i don`t want uu to know how fugging miserable my situation is now. Heh! Sorry ehk. =)) and yes shaz, ur welcome for the umpteen times. i`ve promised myself to treat anyone who accompany me out today and so i was just fulfilling it. heee.

And today, another shift for me. After this, meeting the cousins and the rest of the family at changi beach. they are gonna stay there till tomorrow and before meeting them, i guess i`ll go somewhere just to clear my mind. i don`t want to face them with these worried face, heavy heart and etc. i want them to know i`m fine, just fine. i want them to see their mizahh, the cheerful girl. heeeeeeh. oh gosh! cik noor, the security guard here, just bought me ice-cream! hahaha! i just told him that i`ve eaten and then he went off and now, he came back with ice-cream. Sheesh! Yesterday was something i don`t fancy. It was all thanks to bebeh. She told cik noor that i was hungry and teased him to buy nasi briyani for me. Tsk!

What a freaking long entry i`ve type. U guys must read the whole thing okay. It took me such a long time to recall what happened the whole weak. Dang!

Anyway, no more ramblings. Let the visual do the talking now. Heh!


DATE: 14 FEB 2007
-WITH SAYANG



yours truly, mizahh



my kampong girl, siti hajar. (haha. she must be cursing me now)



ok i know, buruk.


16 FEB 2007
-WITH SHAZ AND SAYANG



Shaz and myself.








17 FEB 2007
-WITH BEBEH AND SHAZ


Individual pictures are important. Heh.








SEDAP tk korg makanan tu? Haha!



i love herrr sooo muchh, can?!

Bebeh`s one minute entry of fame.

UPDATED UPDATED UPDATED!
Last time, it was me with my birthday wishlist.
Now, it`s bebeh with her very own wishlist too.

Well, hers are better of course. WHY? Cos she got the pictures of the items she wants. So it`s easier for anyone to get it for her. She decided for me to post it here since she has got no other place to display her wishlist. I won`t object cos i`m willing to do it for her and besides, she said she wants to rent my blog for a while and what does rent means? RENT = KA CHING KA CHING! heeeee.

And don`t worry people. The items that she wants are available at TAMPINES MALL, our neighbourhood shopping centre. Heh!

First on the list.

the adidas slipper which she`s been eyeing on it since like the past few months.

ADIDAS slippers @ $14.90
smallest size on shelf. (size 4 or 5)
only available at level 2 isetan.


mango purse
Price has not been checked.


Belt @ 77th street
$29.90



Circular earrings @ $8.95 per pair
from MINI-BITS.


Long necklace @ $7.95
from MINI-BITS.


Heart shaped earrings @ $9.95 per pair
from MINI-BITS.



Rougeberry perfume @ $14.90
from BODYSHOP.



GIRL BOXER
from TOPSHOP.

BIRTHDAY climax.

i was reading through wanee`s blog when i found something interesting. like her, i also don`t really believe all the shits but when i read it, part of it was true, seriously. i got all excited and decided to post it here too so u people can have a look and decide if it`s true or not kayy.

oh before that, wanee, sorry if i copy and paste ehhhhh. heee! =))

IF you were born on the:

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

I was born on the 22nd so i`m number 4.

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you are a man, as you are gifted with understanding other people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a bit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good match 5, 6, and 7.

MOST of it are true la! Need i highlight for you the things which are true? Well, if you need me to do so, i`ll do it right away. heh!

*First of all, i am very stubborn but..depends on the situation. lol.
*2nd, i admit that i`m quite unlucky in important things in life but i don`t mind.
*3rd, i do repel people away from me and i don`t know for whatever reasons.
*4th, i have friends who spend my time and money but i don`t call them my friends. i just associate them as acquantaince. heee.
*5th, i do love to spend not only for myself but also for my friends and family.
*6th, i don`t know if i`m always around to help my family and friends but i do make a point to be there for them. lol!
*7th, i can fall in love with someone older than me, but i tend to fall in love with younger ones. sheesh!
*8th, yes, i do live with dissapointments that i created for myself. (n i`m still dissapointed till now)
*9th, i totally agree that i`m old fashioned! i admit it! i totally agree!!!
*10th, my best match: 1 and 8(look above for the birthdates). my bestie`s birthdate is 10(not a match, though. just someone important. heh) while another someone is 26th. heee. good match: 5,6,7. my exs` mostly are on the 5th and 14th(number 5). Another ex is on 16th(number 7). lol!

&there you go. nine points highlighted. the rest, let it be that way. i wun want to comment on it. heh.

to wanee, sorry once again. i hope u don`t mind i took this from ur blog. heeee.

So so tired.

okehh. i just typed out a long paragraph on an important person but then i decided to delete everything. heh! i think i should forget bout whatever was promised and also the secrets that we shared the last time. it`s not that i dun treasure those moments but i know that person is a changed person now. kan kan kan? let that person lead his own life without me interfering as much as i did the last time. (... la kan)

SO ANYWAY! i still don`t have any date la for v day. how how? do i sound like some desperate bitch? erk, maybe i sound like one but i`m not desperate okehhh. heeeeeeeeee. =)

as you may have already know, the much anticipated o level results are out. well, i`m happy that most of my beloved frens did very very well for it and of course, i`m proud of it larr! yea, since he never stop reminding me about his results till now, i shall announce it here too kan? like, i`m helping him too la. haha! my bestie; mat c0ol aka mangkok guy aka khairul anwar bin ibrahim, got 10 pts for L1R4 and 16 pts for L1R5. Yes, i`m happy for him. Very very happy. Congrats to everyone who has made it. For those who have not, it`s okayy. You still have a long way to go.

anyway, yesterday i went on a present-hunt mission with bebeh at tm. she was looking around for the things that she wants for her birthday. all she did was walk around and points out the things she wants and ramizah, being the poor girl, will write it down on a piece of paper and snap a picture of the items too. How poor. Heh! after torturing me, she then decided to let me have a break at mcdee. that`s where i got so shock and went speechless all the way. imagine u were laughing ur heads off and then someone just smack ur shoulder real hard. and that someone was a person whom u least expect it to be. ok whatever. i was shocked to see my bestie larr. that`s it.

and today, i did lotsa things. woke up early in the morning to accompany the auntie to hospital since she`ll be going for an operation. then, waited for her till she`s fully awake after the operation. sent mira to school and then, went to meet bebeh since she was so scared of the results that would be out. when she knew bout the 2 most important people`s result, she got all excited and happy and decided to meet one of them. lerr, bebeh being bebeh kannn. so i went off to fetch mira from her school. after that, slept at kak sita`s house cos i was having a fever and then, received a few calls from shaz and mother. i think i talked a lot to shaz today. of course la, she`s being ever so talkative today. heh! then, little boy called and said he was dead hungry. well, i was too so i agreed for a meet up. met him and went straight to eat. well, i heard u ask me what did i eat. WELL, i`m so glad and excited and happy and gay to say that i had the heavenly ikan pari bakar which i have been craving for it since the past weeks. i must thank him for remembering what i wanted ahhhh! (ok, i just did) since i was craving for it, i wiped the plate clean till only the leave that was used to cover it was left. oh my, i`m sorry cos there`s no pictures of it. i was tooooooo engrossed in eating, uu see. however, i did manage to snap some pictures of little boy`s weird creations. ahah!


don`t ask me what`s that.. i have no idea too.



need i do the intro? that`s him laa kan! =)



&that`s yours truly. hee!

DREAM ALL THE WAYYYYY

I just realised it`s february now and i`m sure many girls or rather, couples, are looking forward to the 14th. right? oh well, i guess this year`s v day will be the same like the past years. one, i have lesson on that day and second which is the most important thing is that, i`m dateless. I thought of buying something for my sparklesBABES like last two years but my pay is not in yet! Then, i thought of making something for them but i`m too busy to even prepare the things. well, if i have the time, i`ll probably do it then. i thought of spending the day with them too cos i end super early but DEAR will be busy with her jc frens, bebeh will be going out with her beau(maybe) and sayang will be busy with her exams, i think. so, i`ll just give it a pass. looking on the bright side, i think i`ll just treat myself to something new, like say, spa or facial treatment or just dine at swensen`s or secret recipe. yea, i think i`ll go with the latter one. anyone wanna accompany me? my treat! hohoho. oh, i`ve always dream of receiving any types of news that will be able to make me smile the whole day but to think again, dream on mizahh! Okay okay, i think i`m dreaming too much, kan? Well, some msgs from the loved ones will do laaa. Tk cerewet laa! Heh.

pssst! i`m craving for mrs fields cookies and i thought of getting it during v day. awww, saper nak teman?

i mentioned that i would be meeting babe last friday rite? yea, so we met in tp cos she wanted to eat lasagne and at the same time, we had to wait for our beloved bebeh to end her lesson. aahah. after that, we went to tm cos the both of them wanted to buy something for their beloved guys. after that, went off to mcdee to decorate their things. while they were doing that, i took the chance to sleep for a while since i was having a cold and fever. after some time, i woke up to use the lappy. stayed there till 7+ before going our separate ways. well, babe`s hug was so warm that i almost cried. heh!

the next day; saturday. stayed at home the whole day since i was still having fever. took the chance to complete shaz`s blog and mine, of course. well, go view shaz`s blog and comment it okehh.?

today. woke up feeling so fresh and so, i told mother that i wanted to go out. at first, wanted to tag bebeh with acap to vivo but then, i decided not. mother then said she wanted to go to the auntie`s house so i told her to accompany me go shopping first before that. heh! close to 1, we went off to the auntie`s house and mira was there! aww, i missed her truckloads man! however, she had to go so i was left alone with the aunties. being ever so boring, i decided to take a nap but then the hp rang. little boy asked where was i and when i told him, he said he`s somewhere near that place. so he told me to meet him and we did. talked for a while and then, he treated me my favourite drink before going off to work. dude, thanks for the drink ehh! =)) now, i`m persuading the auntie to go out for dinner later. i`m craving for ikan pari bakar laa! saper nak blanje? heh!

UNCERTAIN

it`s been quite some time since i last blogged ehh? I`ve been busyyyyyy with assignments and presentations that i could barely go online now &the reasons being; i stayed in school till 9 at night every single day. I`ve yet to complete one, communication skill presentation speech. two, i`ve not even started revising for the upcoming exams. three, core business report.


so i remember the last time i blog was on sunday. so the next day, it started pretty bad cos i woke up late despite turning in early the day before. quantitative analysis was a drag but the boys were there to keep me awake. then, we had the lab test where i started off being ever so clueless bout what i`m supposed to do. however, something strucked me and i managed to complete the test before the specified time. (phew!) next, was the communication skill where i had to evaluate some speakers and i think i did well. by then, it was time to rush to pasir ris cos i was supposed to meet little boy. he called to say that he will be late but in the end, i was the one who was late. hah! watched movie bla bla bla and then went to have our dinner cum supper at ljs where we talked bout almost everything and i ended up breaking down. dang! well, i did feel good after that though cos it seems that he understands what i`m going thru and vice versa.

so that was my mondayyyy!

On tuesday. i woke up late too cos was too tired but end up being the first few early people to reach class. heh! lab &tutorial was fine but lecture was a drag. went to accounting tutorial after that since i`ve promised someone that i`ll go. the lesson ended like 1 1/2 hours earlier so i went back to it school to continue doing dbis assignment. did till 6 + before leaving cos i had to go to the auntie`s house to collect some dish for mother. surprisingly, the cousin was already home so we did some catch up since we`ve not met for almost 2 weeks. she asked me bout some people and all i did was told her the whole freaking story without realising that i was tearing. well, she`s the only one who knows bout everything now and i`m happy with it. so then, i headed home after that feeling soo lethargic. did some errands and then went straight to bed.


then comes wednesday. core business lecture was fine cos it was another lecturer who taught. then, for database information system lab, we got to do our assignment for the whole two hours. by the time it ended, i was somehow half way through. after that, had to do core assignment with the rest so we went to hunt for free labs. we ended up in level 8 lab which we`ve never ever been in before. stayed there for a while before i left for core remedial tutorial. after 2 hours, met them back at level 8 to complete the assignment and before we went to look for another lab in level 5 to continue with our database, aini and i printed some of our latest notes. jen then decided to take a photo and video of us to prove how short we both were to even reach the printer. lol. bla bla bla and we went off at 9.30.

n thursday, everyone was rushing to complete the database assignment when i realised that one of the group members has left and have not given me his assignment. another of the group member then told me that he has not completed his part and he will be completing it the next day which is today. dang! because of him, we had to wait for another day before we could submit. tsk!


friday; today. Finally, database assignment have been handed up. i just feel i can realx a bit now. not yet, actually. i still have communication skills speech next monday and accounting test next tuesday. i`m meeting babe in a few hours time to help her transfer some things. maybe this is what i need after a week of being stressed up for assignment submission. meeting her is like solving all my problems. ahhhh, it feels so good. erk, not yet. ahaha.

=)