Let's partayy!

Let's start with 1st day of hari raya. *Ouch, i tergigit my lips. Mesti ader yg mengumpat ni* On that very first day, went to nenek's place with the family and before that, i was proud of myself. Cos for the first time ever, i took the fastest time to dress up. Yay! Hip hip hooray! *ok mrepek* Upon reaching, mak jah came and said,"SELAMAT HARI RAYA! WAH.dah lame tk jumpe." LOL. Crap eh. We met like a few days before raya laa. Then, i got to meet the cousins and aunties and uncles.

HARI RAYA would be boring without pictures right? Alaa, i know you people are so eager to look at my kental-tk-abes face, kan? No doubt that the first day of raya lotsa pictures were taken. In fact, not only pictures but also videos.

Okehh..First picture of the day.

The 1/4 granddaughters and grandsons of nenek.

Of course, the mothers wanted to be glamour laa.

*Wah, siap ngn bag skalik sehh. feewit!* (1/3 of the aunties)

Then, the uncles complain cos no one took their pictures.

1/3 of the uncles. *amcm? macho tk? LOL*

Then, a happy family.

Sadly, 2/3 of them wasn't there yet.

Basically, first day was spent by visiting the auntie's and uncle's house on the maternal side. When they came to my house, we did some video clips with our very own "reporters" and props. I won't post the video here since i've uploaded it in my youtube a/c. Went home at 12 and then, realised i had no class the next day except for an hour lecture. But still, i didn't skip the lecture since i had to hand in QUAN's assignment.

2nd day, rushed back home after school aand had my beauty nap. When i woke up, mother asked to dress up since we will be going out. This time, only the three of us. Mother me and bapak. Went to the paternal side and the last house was kakak's house. I found out something.. amira whom is only sec 1, whom is also my niece, is way taller than me. Can you believe it? *alaa. everyone is taller than me kan? BIG DEAL!*

3rd day. Cik salamah came with the family and then we went out together to some of the relatives' house. Next day had only one hour lecture again..! whee~

Yea, in case u guys are wondering, i permed my hair again. Yes, u heard read it right. I permed it again.

*gatal eh mizahh. last 4 yrs rebond then last 2 yrs perm then last yr rebond. this yr, perm lagik.*

That's all folks! I'll be back with more pictures and stories. More pictures on hari raya and stories on hari raya. Hah! Can't help it. Hari raya month per!

Bye for now! =)

HARI RAYA IS BACK.

Looking at the time now, it's obvious that i didn't go for the sembahyang rayer cos mother didn't allow me to go. She wanted me to rest. Nope, not because i stayed up late yesterday to clean the house but becuase, my body feels very weak. The jantung have been hurting badly and somehow, i can feel that it's beating slower than usual. Due to that, the headache also want to serang laa.

Yesterday nite, i did lots of cleaning and stuffs. Yes, i really mean the cleaning. Usually, it's the brothers who do the cleaning job but this year, we exchange duties. The brothers do the arranging and etc while i do the cleaning, painting and etc. Maybe because of that, my heart buat pasal. Heh!

I'm glad i asked for forgiveness from almost everyone i knew yesterday. Speaking of forgiveness, i received a msg from someone on the very morning of hari raya itself, which is today. He asked for forgiveness and somehow, i was touched. Sheesh! I mean, i thought he wun even remember me on this very special day but then..i was wrong. Well, of course i asked for forgiveness too laa. As soon as i read the msg, the heart became even more saket sehh. It makes me feel as if it was just yesterday that we went our separate ways. Of course, i cried cos i know i shouldn't even be thinking bout that. I'm so sorry. I really hope that i will face all obstacles with a very strong faith in god and strong heart (even tho my heart is so lembek now).

To khaii, i'll try to find time to teach u ehh. Erm, friday can? I have only one lesson on that day. Oh! Ibrahim all the way ehh. Haha.

p.s: Bebeh, i brought the cd u wanted yesterday but forgot to pass it to u. It was in my bag all awhile. Hahs.

I guess i should be resting now before mother comes back from smayang rayer and nags on this special day. Hahs. But before that, let me have this chance to say a few words (wah, dah mcm speech seh.)

"Saya, ramizah bte ibrahim, ingin memohon maaf dari semua kenalan saya. Sekiranya saya tersalah tutur, terkasar bahasa, melebih2 behave, ampunkanlahh semuanya. Halalkan makan dan minum saya. Dengan ini, SELAMAT HARI RAYA. Maaf zahir dan batin."

Nak duit rayer bole? Heh!

Hari raya laa!

Raya is in two days time and i can feel the mood for it. However, that's not the only main reason why i'm so in a good mood larr. It's because..my timetable for this semester is a bit more relaxed than the last one.

Monday
9:00-10:00 -DBIS (Lec)
10:00-11:00 -QUAN (Lec)
11:00-13:00 -QUAN (Lab/tut)
13:00-14:00 -break
14:00-16:00 -CMSK3 (Tut)

Tuesday
8:00-9:00 -OOPG (Lab)
9:00-11:00 -OOPG (Lec)
11:00-12:00 -DBIS (Lec)
12:00-13:00 -OOPG (Tut)
14:00-16:00 -Basic FA (Tut)

Wednesday
9:00-10:00 -CORE (Lec)
10:00-12:00 -DBIS (Lab)

Thursday
8:00-9:00 -APEL2 (Tut)
9:00-10:00 -CORE (Tut)
10:00-12:00 -CORE (Lab)
12:00-13:00 -DBIS (Tut)
13:00-16:00 -break
16:00-17:00 -QUAN (Lec)

Friday
10:00-11:00 -Basic FA (Lec)

See what i mean by relaxed timetable? Hey, at least more relaxing than the previous one.

Okay, so i sent an email to all the ex-ngee anns whom i still keep in contact with. Guess who send the reply first? Nope. Not bebeh or sayang. BUT..hazwan! Wa caya sama lu ah wan! Well, he sounded really interested and i really appreciate it. Anything, just keep me updated ehh.

I had some talk with a fren just now. No, just a sms-ing session. She's so interested in everything and asks me lotsa questions and of course, being me, i answered almost all her questions with so much enthu. Haha. Well, i do hope u guys will make it ehh. I'll find out the thing that u wanna know and inform u as soon as possible.

Speaking of fren, i msged that small little brudder today and complaint to him bout his absence. And thanks to that, he promised he will chill out with me someday and he made sure it will be so gerek. Hmm. Make sure ehh. Kalau tk, BOF ar.. Haha *sajer je mizahh*

2 months till the dayy..

heh!

"..Cinta bole mengubat manusia, baik yang memberi mahupun yang menerimanya.."

Falling through

A year older..

..A year wiser,

..A year rock-er

Happy 17th birthday Edelia Izzati!!!

Or better known as edelROCKS.

May today be the most beautiful day for u. May the year be filled with joy and love with the loved ones esp the dearest. Long lasting to u and that dearest boy eh. Hehe.

=)

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So, i went to the salon and did something to my hair. Now, i l0ok like some japanese mad woman. I think it suits me since i'm mad. The thing that doesn't suits me is the japanese part laa. So not right. Ok crap! Potong itu ketam la mizahh. Anyway, i think my hair will look just fine after washing it. Then, i'll look like err...ramizah la. Heh! Oh and don't worry mother. It doesn't cost me a bomb. It's only 50 bucks. Whee~ But still, i've create a very big hole in my pocket since i've used up my pay for the new hair-do.

On a totally different note, i've finally edited some pictures. Yes, yes. I'm so kental-slenge-bachin. I've only started editing pics like..now. So ketinggalan zaman. The first one that i edited looks exactly the same with the original pictures except that i insert some text. The second one was some kind of collage while the 3rd one was the best of all 3. *claps hand* Nak tgk tak? Korang nak tgk tk? Alaa. I'll show only if u guys wanna see. So, tag my board kays. Heh!

It's just a DUH-ream

Everytime i type my nenek (read: grandmother) story, my comp will just go hang. I think my comp is so dengki dgn blogger. It won't hang when i visit other websites. Hmm.

So! Yesterday nite, bebeh and i had our usual story-telling session. Of course, being bebeh she never fails to have lotsa stories of her life and dreams. Sometimes, i pity her since i don't have any stories to tell her except for all the silly things that happened to me. I want so badly, one day, to tell her my ever so excitinig stories. But..i don't know when. So yeah, she told me her dreams and said,"kalau aku byk pikir pasla something, mesti terbwk2 smpi ke mimpi." Is that true people? I'm not certain of that. Then, as usual, i'll try to tell her the things that she should/must do in order to get the things in her way.

Later that night, i dreamt of err..my ex. Yeah, i don't want to hide it anymore. I don't wish to cover bout it anymore. Let's just cal him mr X. I dreamt that mr X came back to me and force me to love him back. However, i didn't know if i was still in love with him or not. But well, in that dream, he FORCED me. The weird thing bout the dream was that, i knew it was a dream. I knew i was sleeping and i was dreaming. Merepek kans! So then, i woke up and cried like a kid losing her mother. I was so confused with my own feelings. I think i'm a bit fed up with the surroundings now since everyone is talking bout guys, relationships and whatnots. I mean.. for god's sake, i'm boyfriend-less. I want some other topics that can cheer me up.

"Maybe u're not aware of my feelings.

Maybe u pretend u don't know.

I'm still hurt.

For what he did to me.

But i know life isn't just bout that.

I know there's more to it.

I want u to know.

There's more than just guys, relationships and etc.

..

hear me whine"

GLAM-ing~!

Accompanied sayang for training and since it's her first time, of course she's excitednervouspaisehscared. I tried to explain things to her so that she would get a better view of the job scope. Ceh wah aku~

Didn't follow kak yani and sayang when they toured the place cos i'm used to it by now. Due to that, i had to tend to the customers. Haha. Rosli and rehan were there too and they were soo funny. Trying to discuss something but were joking around. When i looked at them with my whattheheckareyouguysdoing look, they acted as if they were so engrossed in their discussion. So engrossed that rosli accidentally spoke with i don't know what kind of slang. Hahs.

Then, when sayang was done with her trainings, we went to national library. It's my err..second time going into the library. (Yes, i'm so kental) Looked for some malay novels and end up joking around instead of reading. Sayang wanted to find bracelet for herself so we went to bugis junction to look around but..none attracts her. Then, when we(no..it was more of me) were looking for her bracelet, there's 2 guys standing near us. They were with their family. So baik seh, jalan ngn family. Then, sayang and i argued that the guys were looking at whom. Haha. Silly.

Couldn't find her bracelet there so we went to TM to look again. TM tk cukup..CS pulak. But still, none attracts her laa. Don't bother asking whether i'm tired or not cos i know u know the answer. Buat penat aku jer deh! In the end, she bought choc frap cos she's been craving for it since..i don't know when.

"..berani utk bercinta, kenapa takut untuk berpisah?"

Mother and i broke fast at the auntie's house since nenek insisted. Today;the first time i had gastrics hours before breaking fast. Mira was being so sweet and the others too. Haha. Erm, planning to bake some cakes together this weekends since i'm not working. Whee~

On the way home, i asked mother a very silly question. We took taxi home and the driver was listening to some chinese radio station. His name was also shown on one of the tags. N what was the question that i asked? Hmm. "Is the driver a chinese or malay?" LOL. I just couldn't stop laughing when mother looked at me and laughed with our very own laugh. heh.

MAT COOL! Can we go out this friday? Can can?

MAKCIK OI!

I was bloghopping and found one of my madrasah frens while i was in primary school. As usual, i get so excited and send her a friendster message. I tried l0oking for her brother's friendster profile but couldn't find it. I just can't wait for her to reply. Oh gosh. I still remember her, her brother and me being ever sooo naughty. Haha. Well, i really hope she recognise me. *prays hard*

Yesterday, i end w0rk late than usual. Okay, not so late but only a mere 15 minutes. Heh. I was supposed to packed things up by 5.30. However, due to some performances held there, the tourists thought the museum was still open. I had no choice but to let them in. Then, because of the hosts, the manager and some people in charge coming in and out of that place just to have some cool air, i can't pakc things up. Then, one makcik came up to me. "Kat sini ader jual film tk?" I just felt like telling her but..i just smiled and shook my head. Do i even l0ok like i sell film? What made me feel better even though i had to finish my work late was the conversation between the makcik, me and effendy(anugerah skrin).

Makcik: *walks up to effendy* Asal eh kat sini tk jual film?
Effendy: Err. Tu la ehh, tk jual pulak kat sini. *gives a very wide smile*
Mizahh: Sorry la cik, kat sini tkde laa.
Hoping that she will just walk away..but then..

Makcik: Actually, u guys should set up a shop here and sell films. This way, budak2 yg nak amek gmbr senang kalau drg lupe bwk film.
(makcik bebual omputeh pulak dahh)
Effendy: Makcik nak amek gmbr aper?
Makcik: Gambar budak2 dikir barat tu nanti.
Effendy: Ohh. *with that wide smile again*
Both of us kept our mouth shut hoping that the makcik will walk away. N yes! She walked away.

Effendy: Wah wah. Dier ckp gitu macam aku ni in-charge kat sini.
Mizahh: Haha. Dier pk in-charge la pasal dah pakai baju kurung sumer. Mcm macho ah gitu. (i had no idea why i said that. lol)
Effendy: Alaahai makcik, budak2 skrg dah tk pakai film laa. Dah pakai digicam.

LOL. LOL. LOLL...I...POP!
Guess what? It was 5.40 but i still couldn't go home. Mona J and the manager wanted to sit so i had to offer mine. Then, in the end, i finally packed things up and was ready to go home. Unfortunately, i couldn't find someone to hand the cashbox to. I searched high and low and then realised he was in one of the room. Wah! I didn't expect him to be so talkative and what more friendly. We talked for a few moments and i left. Eh no, before i left, one of the guys who kept opening the door the wrong way, wanted to say something to me but i just smiled and said goodbye.

I must be really mean. LOL.

I'm truly sorry.

As promised, i shall blog bout yesterday.

I was out shopping alone. Then, i realised i saw someone with a familiar school uniform. That someone was with her fren. I was so shocked and decided to go out of that place since..i didn't want to bump into that someone's bf. It's not that i dun want to face the fact or whatever laa..but it's just that i can't bear to be in that state. I wouldn't want to see myself in that situation. I'm not sure if it will hurt or not but what i'm sure of is that i will not be able to handle it alone. So, yeah i ran off to another place. AND when i was done with my shopping, i saw that someone's fren. Imagine how hard i tried to get out of that situation and pretend i saw nothing. Haix. I'm glad it's over.

SO! Today..i encountered 2 situations which made me feel very guilty. I was in the bus and there was a man who looks so sick. I was sitting quite near him then suddenly, his coins dropped and i wanted to help him pick the money but then..it was a bit too crowded and i couldn't bend me bodyto help him. He gave me that look asking me to help him but i just can't. In the end, one girl helped him and now, i'm feeling very guilty. THEN, when i wanted to start work, there's one uncle who tripped in front of me and i wanted so much to help him but i was attending to the customer. All i could do was give him a very sorry look and then, he walked away. GOD! I feel so guilty cos i'm not able to help those two people! Forgive me please..

Puteraputeri

Sometimes i just don't get it why my name or rather i have to be associated with the ex's. It's a very big deal for me since i'm the one facing the problems. Okay, let's keep it short. I was about to go out just now and then i received a call from one of the cousins. She told me to call her back since her incoming call is free. Yes, i did what she told me to since i thought she had something important to tell me. Then, guess what the "important" news was? She went into one of my ex's account n that's it. Why the hell must she tell me that? I mean, i wouldn't even bother if u were to accidentally visit his a/c. Why on the earth must u tell me bout it? N i thought it was some important news. BLeah!

Anyway, let's just talk bout yesterday. Met puteraputeri to break fast. At first, sayang told me that only a few people could make it since it's on weekdays. In the end, 16 people turned up!

We went to break fast at KAMPONG CHAI CHEE @ CHANGI ROAD.

Iyliana said we should come early cos she's afraid that there won't be enough seats for us. She added on that she was being a bit kiasu...

But of course, i was much more kiasu laa. Book place ar!

Sayang kept snapping here and there before waiting for breaking fast. Then, edel noticed that she was not ready for it.

So, she snatched the camera and..

...t0ok pictures with me to make it a perrrrfect picture. SEE, perfecto.

Rudy, got bored while waiting for the others to finish praying,decided to join in the fun.

Fadhil aka rudy's scandal aka the kaypo guy,joined in too...

Rudy then realised that the photographer was cute and wanted to take a picture with her.

*excuse my toot face*

kesian dier.. *mizah pun smangat nak kasik dier happy*

So, i let hazwan choose who he wants to take picture with? N he chose..

I'll be back with today's story..ermm..by tomorrow. Okay?

=)

It's all in the past.

Dulu, dikau pernah berkata,
Akulah yang pertama dan jua akhirnya.
Namun itu semua sementara,
Untuk membuatku semakin sayang padamu.
Sayang, mengapa ini terjadi?

Aku tk sanggup lagi utk menghadapi.

Kini, kau pergi tanpa pesan,

Aku yg merindu akan dirimu.

Apa salah dan dosaku?

Hingga kau sanggup utk meninggalkan ku?

//Lonely//

Psst!

Missing the boyfren badly.

=X