It's friday and i don't have plans for the weekend.

Today's entry will only be filled by photos taken from last year till now. I just enjoy looking at my slenge face. N to think of it, i'm getting more slenge each day. HAHA. Enjoy kay? If you hate it, there's still other blogs you can move on to. =)

One day after the hair was rebonded.


The moments we shared. Don't cry eh people. =)

4R7 2005

Enough of the pictures. I've got my BB Fin marks and i am SHOCK to say that i passed. Yeah, i was already expecting to get a very low mark but..i passed. I didn't study for BB Fin and when i did the quesitons, i used the wrong formulas and all. So, i'm shocked lah when i saw my marks. AH! Get the point? The point i'm trying to say is...i'm shock. The marks are so shocking and it really shocked me in class. HAHA. k crap.
Anyone have any plan for me tomorrow? I want to go out but have eno plans.
-_-

You're gone.

Ok fine. I'm still in the mood to blog.

I told mother bout my day and even the sesat thing and she scolded me. She said, "tulah..bodoh sombong lagik. kan dah sesat." WTH. I expected her to laugh along with me but this was what i get. Sometimes, that's the reason why i don't want to go home. I'd rather stay at mak jah's house. Even though she nags, she still laughs and that makes me feel better. But mother, she nags and i will say, "dah lah. cukup, okay?". Then she will say that i like to disobey her. WTH. It has got nothing to do with disobey. I just want u to understand me, that's all!

I'm not that strong without you. I miss you so so badly. =(

Once upon a time. . .

I know i said i will update more at home on tuesday but..i was busy with PRSP. I slept at lina's house to complete my project. Okay, shall we start from where we stop? Hmm.. On tuesday, after school, i went straight to lina's house. Met mira there and she was excited, again. I miss her and she miss me, too. Yeah, so there were a big hugs and kisses for each other.

Wednesday..everything was fine at school, i guess. We had to hand in the CMSY project so elenda and me tried to help fill in the blanks that uyanga and nuraini left. Vincent chew announced that we will be having make up class from 12-2 and that makes me so sad cos i can't follow lina watch movie. However, the movie starts at 3 so i have bout 1 hr to meet lina, her boyfriend and shabir. N yes, i had to made them wait cos of the journey and besides, i somehow got lost. I was supposed to alight at dhoby ghaut but i, being the silly one, stopped at somerset. I had to waste time there and when i reached dhoby ghaut, i was at lost of the way out. Damn! That shows how long i've not been there. HAHA. N yes, i'm proud to announce to myself that...I've finally watch a movie! The last movie that i watched was King Kong and that was seven months ago. Phew! Finally. Yes, i swear i had a great time crapping and laughing my heads off at hafidz and shabir's joke especially at long john. HAHA. I was eating when they made a particular joke and i just can't stop laughing. N i really mean it. I was laughing that i think i teared a bit. Hehs.

N yes, thursday, which is today. End lesson at 1 and had to wait for bebeh to end her class which was at 2. Went to eat with aini, uyanga, phyllis and jarrett and the topic of the conversation, sex. Yeah, jarrett and aini were being very open that when i heard the stories, i felt like puking. Yeah, that bad. Bebeh and i met at concourse and took a bus to bedok interchange. Bebeh was so energetic today cos she was so excited all the way. Took the MRT and alighted at raffles place. We wanted to collect the NDP tickets at FAR EAST SQUARE. The phrase for the day, "we are the unlucky ones."Yes, WE GOT LOST FOR A WHOLE 1 HOUR! Upon reaching raffles place, we were like so blur cos we had no idea where far east square was. Yes, we are the kentalans. Bebeh called her father for directions but her father told her to ask the uncle. While she was asking the uncle, i looked up to see if there's a name written on the VERY TALL buldings but to no avail. We went down the escalator then went up and then walked near a building and after that, we stopped. Wanna noe why? We realised that we walked a whole round of the building and came back to the place where the escalator was. HAHA. Bebeh called the uncle again but the uncle was busy at that time so we asked the guard that was on duty and he gave us the directions. However, we still could not find FAR EAST SQUARE. Bebeh decided to call the operator and so i called but they were too slow in giving the numbers. We were walking aimlessly when we saw bebeh's uncle and yeah, he came to the rescue. He was on the way to send something when actually he saw us. We took the taxi to far east square and we reached there in no more than 5 minutes. Kental kan? So yeah, we collected the ticket and it took less than 5 minutes too. Made our way back to the MRT station and then went to town to cos bebeh wanted to buy things for fezal. The phrase of the day still applies to us cos we kept having problems and losing our way. HEH. N yes, we were at the busstop on the way to PS(bebeh didn't want to walk cos she's tired). We were so sure of the bus that we should board but we didn't board the bus when the bus reached at the busstop. Once the bus left, we, the gundu ones, realised that we should board the bus. HAHA. Went to PS and bought stuff to wrap the gift that bebeh bought. I think i did a good job in helping bebeh decorating and styling it. So we were tired for walking all day long and decided to go home.

Here i am now, typing out and laughing my ass off thinking of what happened today. HAHA. Oh well, if u guys are not laughing, it's because u don't know what actually we went through. You've got to be there to know.

THERE! A long entry after two days of not updating. Thank me for that. Heh. =)

Term 2 starts

It's been err..3 days since i last updated. Went out with the aunties on saturday and had no time to update. Went out with Lina on sunday and had no time to update too.

Term 2 starts today and it was seriously the worst monday blues for me. I had no mood to do anything. In the morning, i 'fought' with the clothes. HAHA. The mood was just very bad, you see. Had CMSK test and i think it was easy. End school at 5 but accompanied eugeen and the rest to complete their alice animation. I wanna slap kok lip tmr cos he pinched my cheeks while i was dreaming. He said bye to me but i didn't reply and so he pinched me. While he was walking to the bridge, he said bye and pinched again. Yeah, BIG DEAL to u. But really something to me cos after he pinched, he said, "very flexible." I don't know what he meant. Hahs.

Had my usual sleep in the bus even though a very cute guy was sitting beside me. Heh. AHH! Who cares when sleeping is the first priority, to me. Shab msged me and so i couldn't sleep anymore but to entertain to his crap. I was super duper extra hungry and thought that i could have something delicious at home but to find out that mother didn't cook. Haha.

OK dah! Bebeh, i've update! =)

The girlfriend turned 17.

First of all, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO RYN AND THE TWIN.

May god bless you and all the best for ur O's.

Psst! Dah dpt cake kan?

=)

I decided to spend my day at home today since i have been going out eversince the holidays started. Looking back at what i've done for the past two weeks, i guess the holidays was great. In less than a few days, everyone will be back to school. Test, exams and whatsoever. Thank god, my term test has over. Phew!

Fadhil and rudy told me that i won't be receiving anymore msgs from HIM for the time being. According to the both of them, they told HIM that i need some time alone. Yeah, some time alone from HIM. He's been rushing things since the last 7 days..when we kept in contact. He made me follow his pace. Well, it's sorta force to me. If you're reading this, i didn't want to give you false hopes and i don't like rushing things. If you really want to continue this relationship with me, you follow by my rules? You spoilt everthing so it's not my fault. Geti t? Well, i AM mad for what you did. It's not a one party show and i want you to know that it needs both side agreement. Okay?

Enough of that. Let's just reflect on what i've done today. Did my CDS application at 10 and then watched yours', mine and ours'. Next, prayed and then tried watching cheaper by the dozen 2 but i didn't quite like the storyline. So boring~! I tried to find junk foods or anything to munch but there were nothing so i lazed on the bed and fell asleep. Here i am now blogging and typing out the animation report. I'm including all the nonsense stuff in the report too. Well, i call it extra info but who cares.

Khaii, i know u're one happy mangkok now. Be happy kays and have u gave her the 'card'? HAHA.

I'm feeling fcuking emo now.

Finally, I'm done with PRSP assignment. My animation: It's a winter scene and there to couples dancing. There's also a snowman, snowwoman and wolf watching them dancing...BLA BLA BLA. OK kan? The thing that i'm left with is to import some sound, write a report on it and copy the animation to a cd. Well, there's still quite a lot to do. However, after this, i'm not gonna touch Alice anymore. We'll be learning java next and i hope it'll be easy.

I was in the lift going to school and there were 2 malay guys moving things. I think they just moved in. When i entered the lift,
one guy said,"eh! kau pakai minyak wangi eh?" (Hey! Are you using perfume?)
Then the other guy said, "budak ni punyer lah. dier pakai minyak wangi aku tak pakai. sedap eh!"( this girl's using it lah, i'm not.)
*tries to get near me*
HAHA. Of course it's nice lah. I'm using my brother's perfume, i like guys' perfume, so nice!







I got it from khairul. Yeah, the irritating guy. LOL. Coool kan?
To another khaii, tmr's friday! Happy kan?

N it is sucha boring day.

I start my day with waking up early in the morning and cried for no appropriate reason. I somehow have the feeling that my day will be a bad one. I went to have my bath to wash off all my worries and then..got ready to go to bebeh's house. I still feel mabuk seh because of yesterday's ride at theme park. Heh.

Bebeh called while i was on the way to her house. She told me that gayman was at her house. I thought of not going to her house but too bad, i can't possibly upset bebeh. I assured myself that i'll be fine cos there's nothing for me to worry of. I entered the house feeling a bit disturbed. I heard his voice and that made me want to puke but i stayed calm. While gayman was eating with the friend, i hear he said something to the friend and then, that firend replied, "Oh! Patutlah familiar." Gayman then said,"ahh. number 1 punyer." That made me so sure that he was talking bout me. Yeah, i was his first and the longest ex. Damn! I hate to say this but when i looked(read:glance) at him, i remembered his family esp his grandmother. I miss them so much. -_-

Went home at 6+. Walked to the interchange from bebeh's house and it was tiring, you! The bestfriends are not in the mood. We are feeling very down today. Khaii wanted to meet me just now cos both of us are feeling so sad so he thought we could just chill together but too bad..mother called me umpteen times to make me go home. So, didn't meet him at last but told him how i felt at that time. He's sucha blur guy. Trust him for mixing up btwn gayman and *****. Haha. Khaii, i'll pray for you that firday will come cepat2 k? LOL. Happy eating magkok babe!

Had BBQ yesterday with the TP friends. The whole thing was fun except for the part where we had to play the games. I was supposed to hold the balloon with the oil and somehow, the wind blew and the oil spilled on my pants, another game when we had to pick a ping pong ball from 400 worms. Played waterbomb and i was super duper wet and silly me, i didn't bring any extra clothes. BUT..luckily, i stayed only a few metres away. At night, the classmates played truth or dare, or rather dare. Everyone was supposed to do stupid dare. A very turned on dare. Damn!

Today, went theme park with edel, ct nur, fadhil, zur, rudy, faisal and nizam. Supposed to meet at 10 but it was raining heavily so rudy postponed it to 11. When i reached there, rudy, faisal and nizam was the only people who was there. We had to wait for the couples-edel, fadhil, ct nur and zur. Played the game halfway and it was raining so we had to sit at burger king while waiting for the rain to stop. We played till 7 and then went to eat at downtown. Faisal so cute sak. Thanks for taking most of the rides with me and THANK YOU for making me vomit. Hahs.

MAT SIPUT BABI

I forgot to mention tadi. On friday, i was looking at the people who viewed my friendster profile when i realised a girl whom i don't know. I went to visit her profile and was sure i did not know her cos i don't remember having a friend named, ****. When i scrolled down, i saw a testi from someone i know for her...and that someone called her sayang. AND i assumed that the girl is siput babi's girlfriend. Why must she view my profile eh? I mean..siput babi and i used to be friends but..somehow, i think he does not suit to be called a friend so we just lose contact. He must have told her bout me and that was why she viewed my profile eh. Hmm. What did he tell her eh? Anyways, she didn't view for only once tau. She viewed again on saturday and that makes me wonder why the hell she wanna view so many times. I don't even bother their life and why must they care bout mine? U're happily attached so be it!

I'm loving myself.

AHH! I feel so refresh, just finished bathing. My family and the makciks2 and pakciks2 went for picnic just now to celebrate father's day. There were lotsa food and there was sambal goreng, my favourite! Kak ijan and me made turtle sandcastle. Haha. Lame kan?

Kamal, yati and her friend came and we decided to play soccer but..i didn't want to cos i'm scared the migraine will haunt me. After much consideration, we played rounders, chop-chorli-chop, police and thief and also animals. Haha. I had to do only one forfeit and that is an easy one compared to ayul's, who had to do the bhangra dance. Jaja cried after her head hit ayul's head and we were scolded by mak bibah. Just because she is close to cik dah, she thinks that she should 'protect' jaja. Knowing me, i showed tantrum and told her not to scold us without knowing the real story. Damn her lah. I don't wish to elaborate on that.

Yesterday, saturday. Went to the tailor at geylang to send the hari raya clothes. Met kadir after that to eat. I was about to sit at one of the tables when an auntie stood beside me and said, "Ini tempat duduk saya. Saya udah duduk di sini dari tadi. Saya mau duduk di sini." She showed me a very pathethic face and i had to move to another place. When i ordered the food, mama tu pulak carik pasal ngn aku. He gave me the wrong food and wrong change. N so, i came to the conclusion that all the people there, hate me so much. Haha. Asked kadir what he wanted to eat and he said, "Aku nak makan makanan hari raya ah!" Hmm. At night, went to TM with mother, lina, mak jah and pak mad. Mother bought me a baju kebaya and i'm so happy!

I'm having BBQ pit tmr at east coast. Yay! Finally, it's near my house.
Err, i'm so tired now. I don't have the mood to even type cos my hands are tired too. K lah people, tata! =)

World cup fever.

I think yesterday was the only football match that i watched with full attention. All this while, i've been watching with the whole family and even cousins, aunties and uncles. N i realise, i can't concentrate to the match fully. However, yesterday, i watched the england match versus trinidad & tabago(i don't know how it is spelled) until the end. Thanks to that friend of mine who accompanied me till 2+. Anyways, i hate crouch. He's so clumsy, like me.

TODAY! Met eugene in school to discuss bout the PRSP assignment. It's an individual assignment but we still met up to discuss together. DAMN! His ideas are all..er..lame? We are supposed to create an animation story and he gave ideas like hps jumping, dancing around the trees. CRAP! We met at 10 and then went to ITAS canteen cos he wanted to eat and after that, went to library to discuss. We discussed for bout 1 hr and the rest of the time, just waste time talking on gayman, his friends, my friend and played spelling game. Haha. Elenda and yong shearn wanted us to go lunch with them but i was already late to meet sayang and ryn. I think eugene is so merepek. He has track at 5 but he followed me to woodlands then went to jurong back just to waste time.
So, met ryn and sayang in the library. WAH! RYN very pretty eh?? I was damn hungry so we went to eat at mcdonald's where we viewed that moley's profile and the others too. It seems like everyone now knows each other eh. Ryn showed me his ex's profile and i realised i always see him in school and wherever i go, even at abg yan's wedding. Such a small world eh? The three of us then went to town to walk at far east and made our way to esplanade. Watched the performance and then left. I took 36 but somehow..i think i was lost. I alighted at park mall and to find out that 36 will turn at the loop and end up at my house's busstop. SO, i alighted and took 16 instead. Reached home and was lectured by mother. OH! I forgot to mention. I was walking with the girls at far east when someone called to say that i received the NDP preview tickets. WAH! Li asked me to bring mother and bapak but they looked so..unwilling.

TO RYN AND HAJAR, since i did not bring the script as prmised, i'm making a public apology. I'M SO SORRY KAYS? I'LL SEND IT TO U GIRLS THRU MSN KAYS?
Aku semangat tau type smlm so korang bacer lah. LOLS. =)

I'm moving on..without you.

Tuesday, 14th June 2006

I did not have the chance to wish mother here yesterday. So here it goes,

HAPPY 54TH BIRTHDAY MOTHER!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Had chalet with the malay 2005 guys & girls.

No words can describe how much i enjoyed my time there.

No one can ever replace them.

Alarh.

The only word-

GEREK!

Photos will be uploaded real soon.

I've got one new friend, not new larh.

He's just my sec school senior.

And now, i know 4 khairuls.

Wednesday, 15th June 2006

Bapak woke me up enough for me to bathe and dress up for school.

I was 10 mintues late for the prject discussion.

Surprisingly, eugene was with elenda.

So, he had actually moved to s'pore.

Met uyanga and the rest in the library.

We were supposed to do CMSY project but all i did was,

chose option B from the question and sms-ed a new friend.

My job was only to type what the rest says and yeah, it was easy.

Elenda, aini, eugene and me watched scary movie 4 after that in elenda's laptop.

Went home and i was hungry.

Called sayang just now cos she wanted to know bout someone.

HAHA.

As usual, she was being extra happy for me!

Oh, have i told u?

That girl actually is a BIG LIAR!

She lied about EVERYTHING!

What she writes in her blog are all bullshit.

How i know?

Cos i know the whole story that she created.

P.S.: Rudy, aku tk marah kau. Cumer bingit ngn nizam. Haha.

Everybody knows that i was such a fool

Met iffah, sayang and edel at the busstop and went to the chalet place. The guys were surprised to see us and they even said, "EH! Korang dtg? Ader ape?" Haha. It was so freaking difficult to ask them to follow us to eat. We had to beg and pull them. Ate and mcdonald's and played turth or dare. We found out loads of things from the guys and sayang chose rudy over wan. Believe it? AHH. You've got to believe it. N rudy, being the over excited, said, "Skrg, saper2 yg kacau ct, aku pukul ahh." BUT, when fadhil disturbed ct, rudy will laugh first before "beating" him. HAHA.

Anyway, to cut it short, iffah, sayang and i went to pasir ris library after that cos iffah wanted to do her hw and sayang wanted to look for the books that her sister needed. I poured out all my feelings and iffah thought that i was such a fool to let gayman go. The only reason was because of O levels. YES. My other friends also thought that i was such a fool. I know i am and i regret it...BUT i will only let nature take its course. I'm not gonna force things to be the way i want it to be.

OH! Have i mention? We were eating at mc when one guy walked pass us with his gf behind him. We didn't bother to care bout them but what pisses me and the rest was...she stops at our table and start curling her hair with her finger and shows off the helmet. What was she trying to do? Show off that her bf is has got a bike or trying to show her hair which is so long but dry? AHH. My brothers also have bike lah and i don't show off cos it's just a normal thing. If you were trying to show off your hair, my hair is much more nicer and smoother not becuase it was rebonded but...because i use SUNSILK! Haha. Damn her. I think you were just trying to show your fats cos you were wearing the tight clothes which looks like it is going to tear any moment. I'm not trying to say that i don't have fats, i have LOADS but i don't wear too tight clothes to show off my body. Aku sedar aku ader babat lah!

The pictures taken just now.. enjoy kays.



=)

I think i agree with what kok lip always say, i look like donald duck. HAHA.

I think your character don't suit ur age lah babe!

EH YOU!Can't you just mind your own bussiness? We all know that you know my friend's story and we are fine with it. The thing is, why must you make it such a big fuss by telling you mother? You don't have any other stories to tell your mother is it? And your mother.. why must she be so interested in telling my friend's mother? If she knows bout it, just keep quiet lah. It's not that my friend wants to keep the break up thing from her mother but she just don't want her mother to know the real reason for the break up.

Mistakes that you and your mother made:
1) Have the idea to tell someone bout the break up.
2)Tell your mother the real reason for break up.
3) Your mother had the idea to tell my friend's mother bout it.
4) Act as if you were innocent.
5) Said that you merely wanted things to be the way it should be.

AHH! I'm not happy with you. I want to kill you, can?

I rejected each and everyone of them. LOL.

They asked and some even begged but all i did was to say, "I'm really sorry." Now i feel bad cos i rejected them and i know they must be feeling that i'm proud. EH! What are you people thinking? My cousins have been calling since in the early morning to ask me out but i've been turning them down. I just don't have the mood to travel far and that far is as far as tampines. Mother gave me money that is enough for me to buy loads of stuff to make me agree to go out with the cousins but i just gave her back the money and said, "ija malas nak jln jauh2." The reason why i chose not to travel far is because, i have yet to take a bath at this hour. I don't like to travel far when i bath later than the usual ones. Well, that's me. However, i feel the need to go to PP today. I don't know the reasons why but i just know that i need to get something.

One thing i hate bout going to jemputan is that my body will ache so much that i don't have the mood to even do my bed. Why ehh? Anyway, i'm still waiting for pictures from kak ijan and lina. I want the pictures lah! Quick can?

There's something wrong with my right eye. For the past 2 weeks, it has been blinking besides the natural blink lah. I feel so stupid seh and it is so irritating. I asked almost everyone and the answers that i got was
1) Someone misses you
my comments: there's no one who's gonna miss me so i don't think that's it.
2) You will meet someone
my comments: who? my lover? admirer?
3) Your eye is spoilt.
my comments: really ah? then what must i do?

So you see. I don't have the answers which really satisfy me. Anyone who wishes to give me more answers, just tag kay?

ALERT!

TERM TEST IS OVER! FINALLY! Okay. I'm so sure i'm gonna fail BB FIN. (n hajar, bb fin is a subject, not teacher's name) I started studying the day before as i was confident i knew most of the formulaes. However, in the morning, i felt so messy and decided not to do anything bout BB Fin. During the paper, i didn't bother to read carefully the questions. All i did was to apply the formulaes and get the answer. PLUS! I used the wrong formula for the wrong question. Enough of test. Ms red's is finally here and all the pains are here too. I guess i don't have to mention the things that are in pain. Anyway, let's start from where we stopped.

On wednesday, sayang and iffah came down to school just to eat lasagne. Hahs. Went to TM after that cos bebeh wanted to shop and so, bebeh, iffah and i, camwhored. Bebeh decided to go home after that cos she wanted to have her "must-have" afternoon sleep. The three of us didn't want to go home so we went to library to 'read' some books. We ended up talking and crapping bout loads of stuff. I don't really like tamp library so i suggested for us to go somewhere. N that somewhere is none other than TMART! There was one point of time when i was writing my notes and there's one down syndrome guy sat near the glass next to me. He was smiling and waving. I didn't bother to wave back cos i'm scared he'll come inside the Mcdonald's and sit next to me. Haha. After iffah waved back, he gave me a flying kiss! I got so shocked and just laugh. Hajar got so panic and tried to sat beside iffah. Padahal si dektu kasi kiss kat aku bih dier nak duduk ngn kiter. Pe daa. Agaknyer dier nak kiss jugak eh? Haha. Anyway, after that, the guy went to the door and wanted to enter but i think he changed his mind.

THURSDAY. CMSY was much easier than expected. Everyone thought that the paper will be such a tough one but we were all wrong. I went to delifrance with elenda after that to study. Phyllis and eugene came not long after that and we studied till 4. I went to mak jah's house cos i heard kak sita was sick. SEE, I'M SUCH A NICE GIRL TO VISIT MY OWN COUSIN WHO IS SICK. =)

Today. Friday. Paper starts at 9 and end at 10. My class was supposed to have a make up tutorial but the teacher called it off. YAY! I went to TM with bebeh cos she wanted to buy stuffs before going for holiday this afternoon. AND now i'm in botak's room trying to entertain myself while waiting for mother and bapak to come home.

Speaking of holiday. How are yours going? Mine is fine, i guess.
Saturday - Abg Yan's getting married.
Sunday - The reception.
Monday - Date with mother.
Tuesday and wednesday -Busy with chalet (NASS 2005).
Next monday- TP Class chalet.

The rest of the days i'll be busy completing my assignment and projects. Anyone who wanna ask me out or go shopping or just waste time with them, feel free to contact me!

I'm gonna miss bebeh. She'll be back by monday. I won't have someone to irritate. DAMN!

Such a wonderful weather to sleep

I woke up and it was so bright! "AHHH, aku dah lambat nak gi skola!" and so, i rushed to the toilet. Bapak, so lovingly said, "Kan start kol 3.30" HAHA. I bathed and intend to study but i went online. Saw ryn and wanted to nudge her but she talked to me first. Hehs.

We talked bout those couple and can't stop talking bout them. They are really good at acting eh? Ryn said we should give them awards ahh and i think maybe we can make our own grammy awards. ;P

I viewed someone profile yesterday and to find out that a lot of guys are so into her. Why eh? I can't deny that she's pretty but sayang said that the girl is just like her, step sweet. Haha. Sayang even claimed that she was acting sweet. Nah, u're already sweet. Anyways, i was sitting alone yesterday and i also thought bout becoming her friend. I don't want to "fight" with her anymore just bcos of a stupid thing. I mean..that was all in the past but now, both of us are free from HIM. I think she's just lucky as everyone around her appreciates her that much unlike me, who have to do something which i want on my own. Excuse me for being such an emo but the thing i'm tryna say is that, i got a tight slap yesterday just because i shouted when my chin was in pain. How cool right? Enough of her la. I'm now talking bout myself. Alarh, i don't wish to spoil everyone's day with my boring story again. Did you guys notice? All my entries must have a sad story. I'm such a pathethic person la.

OH! Ryn told me that she's so interested in IT and....majority of her family are taking IT too. Her cousin is in 2nd yr of IT in TP and so is her cousin which is a freshman this yr. He's taking IT too. Her uncle designed the udin cartoon thingy and her father is photography journalist in berita harian. Cool eh? All have got to do with IT. I'm also in IT and mix of business but i'm not one of her family. HAHA.

SYSA paper is starting at 3.30 and will be ending at 5. Who wanna fetch me home? Or go out with me? Feel free to beep me kays.

The weather now is super duper cool for me to tug in my bed and how i wished things would be fine after i wake up from the short nap. DREAM ON! I've got to study for SYSA.

There's this thing inside me which is bleeding.

"One down, four more to go. Relax mizah, it's gonna end soon." That's what i said to myself as soon as the teacher collected the PRSP test paper from me. Phew! PRSP was okay for the multiple choice. The section B was manageable except that the questions are tricky. I can do questions 1 and 2 easily but not for question 3B which is 7 marks. I thought the paper ends at 11.30 instead of 11 so i purposely wasted time on questions 1 and 2. Damn! We won't be learning any more Alice after this and there won't be any more exams to this particular subject. The marks will be given from the assignment.

Enough of PRSP. After the test, went to eat with bebeh at canteen. We ate wanton mee and it was super duper delicious as it was our favourite. ;) Then, we went to TM to look, yes look, at the sales going on. I wanted to study with her in the school library but bebeh forgot to book the project room so we, eh no only me, studied at her house. Bebeh was sleeping at watching tv all the while. Oh yes, on the way to bebeh's house, saw **** with that gayman. He was very very far but i didn't know how i could see him. Maybe it's already fated. I was feeeling a bit fed up after i saw him and i don't know why. I'm sorry bebeh for keeping quiet each time u asked me unnecessary questions. I didn't mean to do that okay. Sayang called to tell about her friend which is now my friends' friend's friend. Understand? N so i told her bout my feelings and after that, i was a bit relief.

Went off bebeh's house at 5 and so i was bored in the bus. Out of boredom, i disturbed khaii who was busy doing his dnt. Haha. Pity him, holiday still havee to go school. I told khaii about what i saw and he told me something which i don't even care. It's such a useless info la. AND so, i decided to study in the bus. I managed to finish reading the lecture notes but when it comes to POOCM, i was stunned. I don't know a single thing seh.

AHHH! Let's talk bout the embarassing moment in school today. Still remember the guy which bebeh admire? Alarh, the one which fadhil said that i talked bout him a bit too loud? Yah, him. I was so excited to do the test just now so i kept asking elenda questions bout the subject. N so, i gave elenda a very huge smile of mine when that guy walked passed me and he gave me wah-u-smiled-at-me-means-u-like-me kind of lookd. I was like, "damn! i smiled at the wrong time la." Now he thinks i really like him. AHH. WHATEVER.

On the way home, i was listening to my mp4 when a guy sat beside me. Okay, so i was fine with that except when, he kept slanting at me. "Is he sleeping or mmg dier tkleh duduk staright seh?" HAHA. I got so pissed and so i turned to face the window. After a few minutes, the bus captain pat my shoulder and all i know was everyone was looking at me. OMG! The bus captain was calling out for me to pass him my ezlink card and i didn't hear anything. Haha. Malu sak aku. Then, the guy next to me, pat my shoulder pulak. *points to the floor* "Alamak, gmbr aku pulak jatuh. Leceh ah, camne nak stretch ni?" Sambil aku stretch utk amek gmbr, sumer org sempat tgk gmbr kwn2 aku kat dlm gmbr tu n of course, dgn comment mereka2 yg sungguh tk tau malu. Sungguh kurang sopan mereka. =)

Saya sudah kehabisan kata2 dan oleh kerana itu, saya akan mengakhiri entry saya buat hari ini. Sehingga bertemu di lain lembaran. Terima kasih. Wah, i feel like writing malay formal letter seh. Haha.

GOONITES PEOPLES!

PRSP TERM TEST IS TMR!

yes! yes! TERM TEST IS TMR. I thought i've finish reading the PRSP book but bebeh pointed out some things which i don't remember reading it. HAHA. I guess i have to read the book again and again. AHH! Nehmine, i'll do that later. Now, i want to play game first. It's fun tau. Nak main?

Anyway, i'm just feeling super duper happy. I guess things are not as bad as i thought. AND i actually don't know what i'm happy bout. The thing is that... i'm just happy lah gundu!

I'm hungry. Ate 1/4 of murtabak few hours ago and i'm hungry now. Bebeh ate fried rice and she's going like.."aku lapar lahh. nak makan!!" hahaha. We are still thinking if we should go out and eat or just cook maggi. MAGGI AGAIN?

Anyway, aini came over to bebeh's house just now. She wanted to meet me somewhere but since i'm at bebeh's hs, she came over. She wanted to tab her book and so she needed my book. Paham tk? She just left and now...guess what? bebeh's eating..banana. OH NO! I hate banana. She's eating again. Know what she said? "Aku tk makan tau smlm. Makan sikit jer jadi hari ni aku makan byk2 ah." HAHAH. Eat lah, eat until u burp like the nyonyas.

We've decided. Going WS later to...eat. Nehmine, we shall be the most gelojoh-est people today. N so much of eating only mushroom soup yesterday mizahh. (Kau tk akan dpt diet nye lah)

People. You know what? I don't know what i'm saying actually. I'm just typing for the sake of...typing. HAHAHAH

HOHOHO
NYEHAHAH
NYEHUHU
WAKAKA
OKAY. I SHALL POTONG ITU KETAM. (Read: cut the crap.)

TATA MANUSIA2 SEKIAN ALAM.

Term test.

You guys must be thinking i'm crazy cos this is my second entry for the day. Well, i'm bored staying at home, you see. I guess what sayang said in her blog is quite true. "somehow or another, i hate saturdays. ever since i becam single again. . haha. usually "we" wud go out on firday and saturdays. " Sayang! Don't worry, i feel the same way too. I'm not eager waiting for saturday to come ever since i became single. The time when i'm "double", i used to go out every saturday either to study or watch movie or just waste time outside lah. Now, i'm single, i neither go out cos there's no one to accompany me nor i watch movie anymore. Sad thing ehh. Another sad story is that, i've not step into the cinema for a miserable 6 months.

I want to go out and have fun with my family but knowing the family, we don't really bond. Botak will be busy with his girlfriendS. Li will be busy with his work. Bapak will be busy with staring the wall as if the wall's gonna collapse in no time, i will be busy doing nothing other than sleeping, eating and wasting my time in front of the com. Mother is, of course, busy working too. Ever since mother started to work, i have so little time to talk to her or even go out togeder with her. Yesterday, i came back late and she was already asleep. She's tired and that was why she slept early. Early in the morning, as early as after subuh, she'll be out for work. Even on saturdays. I always get a little upset whenever i hear that my cousins or friends are going out with their family. Mother always say that i can follow the cousin but that's not what i want. I want to go out with my family, my own. Since young, i've been tagging along almost all of my aunties' family. N of course, there will surely be someone who will say, "tak malu eh ikut org jln?" Imagine how thick skinned i have to be and even until now, whenever those people see me, they will go, "asal kau tido pat sini? tak tau nak balik ker?" There was one time when someone, whose name should not be mentioned, called my auntie and asked what was i doing stayingover at her house for so long & he called just to ask that. I can't do nothing but just give a fake smile.

AHH. Maybe i'm just being too sensitive but NO. Try putting yourself in my shoes. I'm not trying to make all of you pity me but i want YOU to have an idea of the whole fcuked up thing. It's so unlike me to use all those words but it just goes to show how i really want to point it to you how bad your words can be.

Hey. I'm getting out of point eh..the title is term test but i'm typing all the things that has got nothing to do with it. Anyways, term test are next week. I'm done with studying PRSP. I read the whole lecture notes and also the damn thick books. Now, i'm moving on to CMSY and i got to concentrate on this one.

TATA PEOPLE! =) Good day.

Reunion at TP!

I met the chekos menos yesterday and the guys too at tp. We all planned to meet to discuss bout the chalet. Rudy first said that we will be discussing for a short while but end up, a few hours. Why? Cos the guys can't stop with their nonsense stories. Fadhil and rudy also told us bout hazwan, hajar's "boyfriend". Haha. He's really changed, a lot.

School was normal yesterday and i'm glad to say that, i'm okay with PRSP now. I can manage Alice and understand the things need to be done. I forgot to bring the tutorial paper for BB Fin, so i didn't really bother to do the classworks. I copied the ans from Jen and kok lip. Got back the quiz marks and i'm glad i got 18 upon 20. I think i'm fine with BB Fin but not with CMSY. I got a pathethic 7 out of 10 for the quiz. Anyway, back to BB Fin, ****** was being such a bitch. She's always wanted to be the top in everything and so, she walked around the class to see if anyone got lesser marks than her.
******: *looks at some of the classmates' marks and smile cos she got a better mark than them*
Elenda: How much did you get?
******: How much did you get?
Elenda: 15.
******: I got 17.5!
Elenda: Oh really! Sorry ah but i got 18.5!
******: *shows a *toot* face*

Haha. Elenda purposely said she got that mark cos she want to see ******'s reaction upon hearing the low mark. And so, now it's my turn. I'm bad kan..

******: *take a look at my paper on the table and hid her paper*
Me: How much did you get?
******: I don't tell people my marks.
Me: Really? I thought u just told elenda your mark.
******: *sad face* 17.5

I'm so bad kan.. i know. haha. Only to her lah cos i just can't stand her.

Another conversation.
Eugene was sitting beside me; infront of ******.
Eugene: Wah! I didn't study and i got 16! I thought i will not pass.
Me: Good lah. That means you're clever but only lazy to study.
Eugene: This weekend, i'm gonna study 10 hours per day. I didn't study and i got this mark. If i study, i'm sure gonna beat Jen(top for the class in almost every subject).
Jen: Good that you say the wisest thing only now. Haha.
****** overheard the conversation and said: Eugene! Don't be so mad lah. 10 hours per day? You get those marks are good enough what.
Eugene: *turned to me* Raise eyebrows.

Haha. She don't want eugene to study cos she knows eugene might beat her in the term test so, she's been telling others to maintain and not study so hard. However, she's been the one who's been studying like mad. She didn't attend lecture jsut to study for the quiz and even during break, she studied okay. We didn't really were so enthu in studying for the quiz seh.

Phew! My fingers are in pain now after typing this whole long entry without stop. Now, let's talk bout meeting the chekos menos and the guys.

End lesson at around 5 and hajar and iffah has not even call me when actually, the said they will be early. So, i went to FBI lab cos eugene wanted to borrow my PRSP books to copy some things. Called hajar for 3 times and she didn't answer and so, i called iffah. They were still in the bus and so, they reached school at around 5.25

Brought them to the canteen and then called rudy. Everyone was so happy to meet everybody and nobody was not hungry and so, we ate. Fadhil, iffah and hajar(share) lasagne while hajar, faisal and i ate fish and chips. Syahir ate nasi padang while rudy and fadzly ate rojak. Zur just curik2 makanan orang. Haha.

Of course, fadhil and the gang makes us laugh and there's fadzly(senior) shouted,"fadhil, bole diam tak?" Haha. Bebeh came at 6.40 after her lesson ends and then we moved to near the plaza to further discuss bout the chalet. On the way, bebeh said she wanted to refill her bottle and so i said,"it's at the back." suddenly, i saw that guy(bebeh admires) and continued, "Cepat tgk belakang."
And so she and the rest, turned.
After that guy walked past, fadhil said, "Ramizah, kau tau tak brape kuat kau ckp?"
I, acting innocent, said, "Aper kau.. fathin nak air so aku ckp kat belakang lah. salah ker?" Haha. Malu. Embarassed. =p
Nanti lelaki tu pikir aku sukerkan dier pulak.

We finished discussing at 8 and so, bebeh wanted to go TM but sayang decided to go home. I wanted her to follow but she didn't want to so, i merajuk lah. Haha. I also decided to go home.

AKU MERAJUK AH! NAK JADI SENSITIVE MCM SAYANG. BOLE TAK?